I don't think I really thought this whole, lets have our first assisted cycle be during finals week idea through. I just cannot concentrate, and I am freaking myself out!

I am so anxious for next week. I wonder what my ovaries look like now. I wonder if I will have any big follicles on Thursday, and how many I will have. I wonder if this cycle will be canceled due to overstimulation or if that polyp is still on my uterus. I wonder if that chocolate cake I ate earlier is going to screw everything up somehow. Aghghghgh! I need to stop wondering! And now I have been filling my body with anxiety hormones I am freaking out about that!

Is everyone this nervous their first time TTC with medical assistance? Anyone this nervous just TTC the old fashioned way? Someone calm me down, please!!

[LindsLuvsSi]

Awww Michelle, it is going to be ok girl! Breathe in and out! Try not to wonder and stuff, focus on your school/finals instead Good luck on them too! And good luck this cycle! Everything will happen how it's supposed to! Hang in there girl!

Thanks Lindsey, I am trying! My JM break time is over now, time to hit the books!

TTCMA freaks me out every cycle.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

TTC just freaks me out. I don't understand any of it!!! Why does it have to be like this for all of us?

[Delekatala]

I am having the same insane anxiety today! I start clomid today and am just a bundle of nerves. I am worried about side effects and worried it wont work, and everything else. I have been calling people just to chat to try to calm down, and did a google search for clomid stories. Eddy will be home from work any minute and we are gonna go for lunch that should help.

[Mum2three]

BREATH!!!! everything is going to work out.

[jeanbean]

O' Michelle. I'm hoping today is better. I know I'm going to be the same way next month when I start the clomid. Hopefully you can get your mind focused on studying, but we're here for you!