[Jlynn]

Sorry i haven't been around to much these last few days. I have been going through alot. All i do is cry.I have been so emotional.

So most of you know i had been spotting for 6-7 days it was so very light. I was wondering what was going on with my body. I was even starting to think i might be pregnant. I had been SO tired. I was all ready to test when i got up today. Instead i woke up in a pool of blood at 5 am. I was cover in blood...It was all over everywhere. Never in my life have i flowed so heavy. I have been in alot of pain all day. I have tons of blood clots too. and i have the worst cramps i have ever had. I don't know what is going on with my body this last week or so. I just don't feel like myself. I am still in alot of pain tonight. I called my Dr. today and they told me to go to the ER if i didn't stop bleeding so much. I don't know what to do. I am confused. My body is messing with my head so much and all i do is find myself thinking about getting pregnant or what may be wrong with my body. I can't even sleep at night. My brain never shuts off. I just keep crying.


So again i am so sorry i haven't been around much. I have been trying to get out of the house and keep my mind off things and i have been busy at work....However today i just felt like hell and didn't want to move.


On a better note i got into the best RE in our area. I got in for July 3rd He takes at least 3 months to get into but i called right after someone else had cancelled. I scored!! This doctor got my Dh's aunt pregnant with twins (13 years ago) and one of my mother in laws clients pregnant with triplets (3 years ago) He is so well known here!! I am happy I will not go back to the last Re he didn't even do blood work for me..such a waste of my time.



Also what CD would you say i am on I have know clue... Day 6 or 1?

[Hopingfor1soon]

Hey hun!! I completely understand how emotionally draining it can be. I feel the same way ALOT...Just remember that we are always here for you no matter what. I also think that you should go do something really really fun this weekend. Maybe take a weekend roadtrips somewhere or something!! I got out of the house like you guys told me to when I was sad and it helped wonders!!! I know your BFP is somewhere out there for you! And I think you will see it sooner rather than later!! Good Luck! You are in my thoughts and prayers...lots of baby dust to you...
Also, my RE told me to count any sort of spotting as CD1. So I guess according to my RE you would be on CD6.

[Jlynn]

Thank you so much!! I wish i could do something fun this weekend..Instead i have two baby showers to go to..Yet another reason why i have been so upset
Life's just so hard sometimes.

Well i guess i am on day 6 then thanks

[Hopingfor1soon]

Oh, Im sorry hun!!! That sucks!! Just try and think about how great your baby shower will be, WHEN you have YOURS!!! I hope that helps!!! You are such an amazing person, and you are going to make such a great mother!! Just remember that too! Anyways I hope you are still able to have a good weekend!

[Jlynn]

Aw Thank you!! You are so sweet!!

You will be an amazing mom too I cant wait until we are all pregnant and in DDC's posting pictures from OUR baby showers

[Hopingfor1soon]

Aw Thank you!! You are so sweet!!

You will be an amazing mom too I cant wait until we are all pregnant and in DDC's posting pictures from OUR baby showers [/b]

I agree there!! 100%!!!.

I hope you are feeling better, that sounds so painful. I think this new RE will get that BFP for you VERY soon! This is great news

[~April04~]

I hope you start to feel better, that sounds horrible

[snsgirl336]

I'm so sorry that you are down Jamie. This whole TTC thing can be just so frustrating and hard! We're all here for you! I'm glad that you got in to see an RE though! Sending you lots of HUGS!

[Clare]

Sorry to hear that your feeling down and that AF is messing with you. Great news about getting in with the RE. I hope he manages to give you some answers and help get you pregnant!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm sorry af is toying with you and you're hurting. I hope the RE in July will help get you your much deserved BFP. I'm here if you need anything.

[fuzzysunshine]

I am so sorry Have things slowed down yet? Are you feeling any better? I know that it was fate that you were able to get that appointment! In no time, you will have your BFP!

[Jlynn]

Thank you so much ladies!! I feel better today. I should also get DH's SA results today So i am hoping for good news.

[Lo_and_Behold]

((((HUGS)))) That's awful! I hope you're feeling better today. Did you ever go to the er or dr? You must have been so scared & upset.
That's great that you got in with the new dr!! Good luck with the SA results!!