Aw, sweetie, I'm so sorry. I still can't tell yet if AF is harder to face after so much time, or if it gets easier. I actually get this weird feeling when she doesn't show--not of excitement, but a little fear. OHNO my cycle is getting more messed up!!! It didn't occur to me that I might be pregnant!
I'm moving past month 24. We've been pregnant a few times, but nothing that sticks. Because of my repro and other health problems, along with family history (all women on my mom's side [6 of them] have had repro cancer and early hysterectomies [age 32 is the oldest and I'm on a course for it much earlier than they were]), I feel like my biological clock is POUNDING!!! (I only wish I heard the gentle ticking!

)
Have you talked to your OB? You're past the 12 months of trying that they usually require before consultation for fertility assistance or tests. Whatever you choose to do, I hope that you're on your path to getting your BFP!!!