[~April04~]

Sorry if I've been kind of a downer lately ladies.. I've been depressed with everything lately.. I'm starting to feel like we're never going to get pregnant.. I've been dwelling on the fact that my body isn't meant to carry a baby.. I've been pregnant before, seen my baby on U/S heard the heartbeat.. but unfortunately I m/c.. I can't get the feeling out of the back of my mind that that was my one and only shot.. It's not like it's just me who has a problem.. DH has a low sperm count.. Mix that in there and I just feel worse..

We're supposed to go back to CT in July for my sisters wedding and I've been dreading it for months... I'm the one who got married first.. but both my sisters already have children and are happy.. It tears me up inside.. I don't know anyone IRL who has tried at all.. they all just happened to get pg right away.. hell one of my sisters got pg on BCP.. this is so freaking frustrating... all anyone says is to relax, that it'll happen when it's meant too.. ahh it makes me want to scream.. I don't know how much longer I can do this.... I hope we get some good news on the 2nd at my doc appt.. *sigh*

[sethsgirl]

I'm sorry you're going through all that. I hear ya on the whole not knowing people IRL that tried at all, one friend was drunk and got pregnant with a guy she wasn't even "with", and another got pregnant on BCP. It's like hello *raises hand* when is it my turn! Anyways I hope you feel better!

[cazza]

it must be so hard for you

[MamaAnna]

I'm sorry that this has you so down. I can't imagine getting ready for a family function feeling the way you do. I hope that you find a way to perk up and just enjoy life, at least until your appointment where you will hopefully get good news.

[Lo_and_Behold]

It's like hello *raises hand* when is it my turn! Anyways I hope you feel better![/b]

I feel exactly the same way. This is our 10th month & I just think how much longer can one take this. When is it enough??? At least you have all of us here to vent to & share the struggle with. For me, that always makes it a little easier.

[~April04~]

thanks ladies.. just venting it out makes me feel a little better... I'm just I guess stressing myself out thinking about the wedding and everyone there... we'll be like the only ones there w/o kids... It'll suck but we'll only be up in CT from the 17th to the 21st so I'm hoping I can handle it..

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so sorry April. I hope you get answers at your appt on the 2nd. I'll be praying they can help get you a sticky bean.

[Hopingfor1soon]

I am sorry hun!

[*becky*]

I'm so sorry April. I pray every night for all my online friends who are having trouble getting pregnant. I hope that you get answers and a plan of action.


((((hugs))))

[ashleighgurl]

I'm really sorry! I hope that things go alright at the wedding, and it will be your turn very soon! Sending a lot of hugs your way!