[*becky*]

I wanted to let everyone know that I won't be testing tomorrow.

(TMI) I went to the bathroom before I left work and I'm spotting. I had a tiny sliver of hope because it was mostly creamy cm with a pink tint. Well...no more, I just went to the bathroom and its red now. The evil witch pretty much has her foot in the doorway.

So much for my pretty triphasic chart. So much for hope...so much for a better chance with the 5mg Femara.

This is really hitting me hard...I feel almost deceived by my chart and body.

I might be just lurking until AF is gone...I just need to be an introvert for a bit...

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Saturday Update: The witch is here in full force.

[lauren in hi]

So sorry, hon. I hate AF, too. I never used to spot either and only recently she started leading me on as well. (((HUGS)))

[~April04~]

I'm sorry hun.. stupid witch just needs to go away!

[Jlynn]

I am so sorry

[MamaAnna]

I'm sorry. Take all the time you need.

[jeanbean]

I'm so sorry.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so sorry Becky! Take all the time you need. We're always here for you

[Chatterbox]

I am so sorry hun. Didn't the stupid witch get the memo from our board? She was supposed to stay away for at least 9 months for all of us. Is there anything I can do to help?

[Lo_and_Behold]

I am so sorry. That is just bull sh-t!! I don't usually log in on the wknds, but I came on to see if anything had changed. I feel so awful. PM me if you need anything!

[*becky*]

Thanks ladies...I really appreciate all your support. I don't know what I'd do without you. ((((hugs)))))

[snsgirl336]

I'm so sorry about AF. I just got her today myself, so I'm feeling a bit down since I was 2 days late. I can understand your want to step back for a bit, I hope it helps! Hang in there!!!

[cazza]

im so sorry