I lied

Chatterbox · #1 June 22nd, 2008, 06:05 AM

I'm not done with my meltdowns. I thought I was. I had another meltdown last night talking to DH about what we have spent and why we aren't pregnant and how much this just freaking sucks because we can't afford more treatment or even a second opinion from another RE. FYI, I tested again this morning and it's a

. I expect AF by tomorrow, at the latest Tuesday. MY cramps have gotten worse and I'm sluggish like I sometimes get before AF. *sigh*

*becky* · #2 June 22nd, 2008, 07:20 AM

Was you DH sympathetic? I know my DH would *try* to be, but usually doesn't help me at all.

I'm sorry you are going through the emotional rollercoaster. I wish there was something I could do to help or make it all go away.

(((((hugs)))))

wishingxxx · #3 June 22nd, 2008, 08:25 AM

Sorry to hear you feel this way.
I feel kind of the same at the moment,i just am not sure if i have any fight left.
I know its just a stage im going through but it doesnt help.
Hope you feel better soon xxxx

Jlynn · #4 June 22nd, 2008, 12:27 PM

I am so sorry

You have every right to feel this way. I hope you get your BFP next month without any help.

ShannonMVT · #5 June 22nd, 2008, 01:23 PM

I am so sorry. I'm sure the money aspect is so frustrating especially since these darn insurance companies won't pay anything.

Could you try doing Clomid for awhile without the IUI?

Chatterbox · #6 June 22nd, 2008, 01:30 PM

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Was you DH sympathetic? I know my DH would *try* to be, but usually doesn't help me at all.

I'm sorry you are going through the emotional rollercoaster. I wish there was something I could do to help or make it all go away.

(((((hugs)))))[/b]

He tried to be, but he kept telling me to ask the doctor and it's like, uhm, he doesn't seem to care. He kept trying to debate how much we spent this cycle, but he finally looked it up and realized I was right.

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I am so sorry. I'm sure the money aspect is so frustrating especially since these darn insurance companies won't pay anything.

Could you try doing Clomid for awhile without the IUI?[/b]

I don't think he will do that for us. I'm calling tomorrow to go ahead and set up an appointment to come in to talk to him. My DH leaves tomorrow for several days, so he'll be gone when AF starts and I break down. I'm going to keep myself busy by sewing diapers and trying new things out on them. At least then, I'll stay busy and I actually like doing that for whatever purpose!