[jennifer_reif]

I'm on CD 10 right now, so I should be getting ready for some serious BD-ing, but I'm just not feeling that into it right now. I'm pretty sure that this isn't the month for us. DH is super tired and stressed right now and I'm feeling pretty mope-y and pessimistic (sp?) about our chances of ever getting pregnant again. At dinner tonight my 5-year-old said "I don't think God should send us any more babies. We already have enough kids." sigh... She doesn't know we are TTC and this was out of the blue.

It doesn't help that I should have a newborn right now. If I hadn't had the m/c last fall, Baby #3 would have probably arrived last week. I know that God has a plan for me, but I'm hoping this particular phase is over quickly. The desperate longing and monthly dissappointment are REALLY getting old. If He doesn't want us to have any more kids, then please, PLEASE take away this longing!!!!!!

sorry ladies... I'm blue tongiht

[*becky*]

I'm sorry you're feeling down. (((Hugs)))

Keep praying on it...He won't lead you astray.

Try to take it easy...do something nice for yourself!

[Chatterbox]

I am so sorry you are feeling that way. I have had multiple meltdowns this week. I hope your spirits rise and you get a BFP this month hun.

[snsgirl336]

Awww, you're allowed to have a "blue" day. We all get them! I hope that you can lift your spirits soon.

[cazza]

:dothugs:

[jeanbean]

I'm sorry you're feeling down.

[MamaAnna]

I'm sorry. I've felt that way too, but DD keeps saying she wants more siblings and DS's favorite word lately is "baby". I think we've all felt that way at one time or another. I'm sure your loss makes it worse though. Even if this isn't your month don't give up hope. It'll happen when you least expect it.