[jennifer_reif]

Tomorrow, July 3, 2008, was my EDD. I really, REALLY thought I would be pregnant again by now. Instead, I'm waiting for AF to show AGAIN! I'm feeling pretty numb right now and ready for tomorrow to be over with. I never thought I would still be pregnant today. Based on my past history, it is likely that my baby would have been born at 38 weeks or before (long story). Things were much tougher for me 2 weeks ago when it was the actual time that my sweet angel should have been born.

I'm tired of this dragging out. Once tomorrow is done I think I will really start to feel like the whole messy, painful chapter of my life is behind me. I would really like to get pregnant again and add another blessing to our family; but God seems to have other plans for us.

Anyway, I know I'm rambling. It is late and waaay past my bedtime. DH's alarm will start going off in about 5 hours. Thanks for taking the time to read this far. If you can, I could sure use an extra little prayer in the next day or two.

[*becky*]

Jen - I will say a special prayer for your angelversary. I wish there was something I could say or do to make it all better. All I can say is that we're all here for you if you need to vent, cry, scream - whatever. We will be thinking of you and prayer for you tomorrow.

Do something nice for yourself tomorrow.


tons of hugs!!! ((((Hugs))))

[snsgirl336]

Oh Jen, I'm so sorry that the past few weeks and the next few days are so hard for you. I'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers!

[~April04~]

[SavaAngel]

I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[cazza]

maybe you should light a candle or let a balloon go in memory of your little one you loss

[jeanbean]

Oh' Jen, I'm so sorry. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

[DoulaMama]

I'm so sorry. I wish you were holding your precious babe today instead of mourning. It really just isn't fair!

You'll be in my prayers.