Sorry

SavaAngel · #1 July 9th, 2008, 05:01 PM

I know you all don't really know me, but I have been gone for a few days and feel like I should apologize. I think of you all, but I am having a very rough few days. AF's arrival this time was followed by finding out that two people I know got BFP's when they weren't even really trying. I know that is how AJ came about, but it is sooooooooooooooooooooooo hard when I am starting my 7th month trying this time. I actually balled about it the other day and tears are coming to my eyes now typing this. I keep wondering when it is going to be our turn. Why can't we have another child? Waaaaa

I just really wanted to say sorry for being gone and that I am thinking of you all.

Melanie0507 · #2 July 9th, 2008, 05:10 PM

I don't know you yet, but I truly understand what you are going through. I had a m/c in Nov and am now in my 7th month of TTC#2. And, it stinks when AF arrives, month after month.

Try to hang in there and I hope you get your BFP soon!

sethsgirl · #3 July 9th, 2008, 06:01 PM

I'm sorry AF showed hun. It's so hard sometimes when people around you get pregnant especially when they aren't trying. You want to be happy for them but at the same time you wonder what's wrong with me why can't I get pregnant. I'm going through th exact same thing right now. If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me! Good luck this next cycle hun, I hope you get your BFP really soon!

Emilymac · #4 July 9th, 2008, 06:12 PM

I'm so sorry that AF showed (AF is probably one its way to me too). It's so hard to do EVERYTHING to get pregnant and see it happen so easily for others. I hope and pray that you get your BFP soon.

*becky* · #5 July 9th, 2008, 07:12 PM

I'm sorry you are feeling down. It does suck that some people blink and they get pregnant - while ladies like us have to put 100% effort into it. I hope AF leaves soon so you can start anew.

Don't worry about not being around, we all understand...take your time.

(((hugs)))

KCMomma · #6 July 9th, 2008, 11:06 PM

I'm so sorry you are feeling so down. I can't speak for everyone else, but I'm sure we have all felt that way a few (million) times or two!!! It's just so hard every month because you get your hopes up and then it's crushed by the witch af. I'm so sorry and please feel free to pm me at any time. I don't post much, just lurk a TON!! Getting better at being more vocal (or posting anyways)! I've definitley balled my eyes out several times! I feel your pain!! Keep your head up and as hard as it is stay positive!

Lo_and_Behold · #7 July 10th, 2008, 09:15 AM

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I'm so sorry that AF showed It's so hard to do EVERYTHING to get pregnant and see it happen so easily for others. I hope and pray that you get your BFP soon.[/b]

I'm so sorry AF showed. It's never a good time for her to make a visit

I hope she leaves quickly so you can start a new cycle of ttc.

snsgirl336 · #8 July 10th, 2008, 10:10 AM

I'm sorry AF showed! She's ringing my doorbell as I type so you're not alone! Sending you lots of

and good luck for the next cycle!

caseyb · #9 July 10th, 2008, 10:51 AM

I think we all pretty much understand how you feel. It seems to get harder and harder each month.
Sorry that this one wasn't it for you.

And Cris...that's bad news! Sorry that you're feeling like your out too. I had so hoped you had some good news based on how your chart was progressing!

~April04~ · #10 July 10th, 2008, 11:16 AM

I'm sorry hun

jeanbean · #11 July 10th, 2008, 02:40 PM

I'm sorry

Hopefully you get your BFP soon.

snsgirl336 · #12 July 10th, 2008, 04:49 PM

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I think we all pretty much understand how you feel. It seems to get harder and harder each month.
Sorry that this one wasn't it for you.

And Cris...that's bad news! Sorry that you're feeling like your out too. I had so hoped you had some good news based on how your chart was progressing![/b]

Thanks, that's really sweet of you. That was a very tricky chart this month! Oh well, I guess it wasn't our turn so, on to the dramatic 1 year mark of TTC!

SavaAngel · #13 July 10th, 2008, 07:13 PM

Thanks everyone. I am feeling a little better though now that AF seems to be on her way out of town. Although I almost cried at AJ's playgroup today - one had her baby a month ago and three others are pregnant. I happened to ask if they took their LO's with them to their appts and one of them immediately asked if I was pregnant and then another asked what we were doing (charting, temping, OPK's - yep, yep, yep!). Rough morning but I am feeling a little better about the whole ordeal this afternoon.