[babyblue]

At least she put an end to my misery of wondering if I was pregnant or not.

She showed yesterday morning, along with awful cramps as usual. I"m mad that she came early which never happens, b/c I really needed her to be on time or late this month, since DH is going to be out of town the 2nd weekend of August.. I was hoping to push back my fertile time/ovulation a day or two. I will start clomid on Wednesday and take it thru Saturday, then I should ovulate 6-10 days after my last pill. So although I'm taking it, I'm not going to be real hopeful about this month, since DH won't be around much to catch the eggie.

I did start prometrium last night and take it for 7 days. All i can say is, wow, I HAVE to take it at bedtime from now on b/c it made me so loopy. I took it at dinner and then we ran to Walmart to grab a few things and I felt like the room was spinning. DH said I was acting like I was drunk but that is how I felt!

I ordered some more pre-seed, went and bought some new prenatals & baby aspirin & mucinex, and DH is taking his multi-vitamin. I am going to get back into working out this month. DH suggested I stay off the JM boards and try to give myself a break from all this anxiety. I told him that you all were my support, but he just doesn't want me obsessing so much. And I agree to a point, b/c I don't like the person I've become the last few months- sort of a shell of my former happy-go-lucky self. We all know TTC can take a strain on us! So I'm sure I'll be checking in, but I'm going to try hard to take his advice and give myself a break!

Love you all!

[*becky*]

I'm sorry she showed - we were all so hopeful for you!!!

It sounds like you have a great game plan, so hopefully you'll be getting that sticky BFP soon.

We totally understand if you need to take a break...feel free to lurk. We'll be here when you're ready to return

((((Hugs))))

[~April04~]

(hugz) I'm sorry she showed... but sounds like ya'll have a great plan.. so GL this next cycle.. hopefully a break will do you good!

[ShannonMVT]

I am so sorry she showed. Especially after all your promising symptoms.

I understand what you mean, sometimes I have to take "mini breaks" from JM to cut down on the obsessing. My Dh thinks I need to stay away too. But like you said, it's hard because you do need support.

I'm CD 3 right now so we are cycle buddies again. I really hope and pray we both end up in the May DDC together.

[caseyb]

Amber-
I totally understand the need to take a break- but please don't be a total stranger! We've been in the TWW together for the last two months and I don't want to lose my cycle buddy!
Best of luck for this upcomng month!

[SavaAngel]

Sorry she showed. Good Luck next month!

[babyblue]

I won't be a stranger at all.. I love this board too much!

Shannon, that would be awesome to have a May baby, I LOVED having DS in May right before summer hit. If that happened my kiddos would be exactly 4 years apart. I hope it happens for all of us!

Caseyb, of course we will still be cycle buddies too! I want to know how all of you are doing and be there to cheer everyone on. I just have to stop letting it consume me. I have taken breaks before and it has always been a good thing.

I will continue to check in and update you. I think this month will be interesting with all the meds and me quitting my job and starting a new one. I'll be full of emotions! Thanks for all your support and good luck to you all!!

[snsgirl336]

I'm sorry she showed... I was really hoping this was it for you... Lots of We understand if you need a break... I hope it does you some good!

[~~*Ashley*~~]

Out of the 6 cycles we have tried I have not ONCE used a HPT! Which is crazy I know...the reason why is because AF is ALWAYS early or on time. I know how you feel hun! I wish you the best and know that sometimes its good to take your mind off of things!

[caseyb]

Out of the 6 cycles we have tried I have not ONCE used a HPT! Which is crazy I know...the reason why is because AF is ALWAYS early or on time. I know how you feel hun! I wish you the best and know that sometimes its good to take your mind off of things![/b]

WOW! Pretty impressive! That's some self control girl!

[Hopingfor1soon]

I am sorry that dang witch showed!!

And like the other girls have said, I completely understand if you need a break from the board. And maybe it would be good for you and help cut down on the stress a little too!!

You game plan sounds awesome and I hope I get to see you in the May DDC obsessing over your new little bean! Good Luck!! And please at least give us an update ever once in a while! We are going to miss you TONS when you are gone!