aww, thanks for thinking of me!

I just got on today to check in since it's been a while, so good timing!
today is CD20. It's been a weird month... the stress of TTC caused a blow up b/t me and DH a week ago. He was leaving town for the weekend for a bachelor party, and I told him we had to DTD before he left.. well, teh pressure got to him, and it didn't happen.. so we only got in BD on CD12 and then when he got back on CD16. I'm feeling some ovary pains, but that is usual for me when I"m on clomid- I took it back in the spring and the same thing happened. I was so upset I didn't even take any OPKs, so I have no idea when/if I've ovulated. I really don't even want to know, b/c I figured it happened while he was gone, and I didn't want to deal with that disappointment. so after all my meds I took, this month has pretty much been a bust.

I'm mad that I wasted my time taking progesterone and clomid, but it's ok. I think I needed to take the pressure off for a little bit. DH is so tired of me working myself up and being disappointed over and over again. And he's tired of planning BD. And I have to say I kind of am too.
So I haven't decided if I will continue on with the meds again next month. I probably will, but it's been almost a relief to not worry about whether I may be pregnant this month, b/c I am just assuming it didn't happen b/c our BDing was less than ever..
oh, and my b-day was Monday and DH got me a basset hound puppy! It's really goign to end up Mason's dog, but it's helping satisfy my baby urges right now and giving me something sweet and cuddly to nurture..
Hope everyone is doing great! I will check in again soon!