[Phoenix Rising]

If I am not pregnant this cycle I am going to speak with the doctor about clomid. If I have to wait months (I am in Ontario and there arent enough doctors) to see a specialist because he cant give it to me or if we cant afford the clomid then I am finished with ttc. I will give it one more month and see what happens. I may even go on birth control for awhile simply to give my mind a break so I am not wondering every month even if I am not charting.

I just cant do this anymore... I had hoped that my stay with you wonderful women would be a long one in the expecting clubs but for now it will be another month. After that, I cant torture myself any further.

Good Luck to all - I will be here a little longer anyway