Ashley - I saw your reply to my post. Don't laugh, but I don't know to retrieve (or send, for that matter) PMs
Where do I go to get your message? What part of the website do I look at?
Selfishly, I feel so much better to know that we are not alone in this awful journey - although I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Believe me when I say, I know what you're going through!!!