[drewbears]

GRRRRRRR

I should know better than to get my hopes up! Seriously I tell myself every cycle to not! but I end up getting my hopes up.

My temps had been higher closer to what my pg charts look like, well they went down today, cramping and I guess you could say I am PMSing.....

This means that we are going to be moving to month 12 of TTC. 12 months! I started TTC with ladies that have already given birth and are probably TTC again! Sheesh.

I know that God has a plan, but I wished I had a clue as to what it was. If we are meant to be done having kids, I wished then I would have that DONE feeling so I wouldn't go through this let down every month!

I have my U/S all ready to go too to check the cyst and I realized I will be most likely on day 2 or 3 of AF. Its suppose to be a trans vag one... so now I am wondering if I should cancel it?? I hate to do that cuz my appointment with my doc is the following week and they need the results.

Anyone have experience with that??

I hope you all are doing good!!!! I think im just in a bad mood.

[TTCagain]

I'm sorry you're disappointed! I know the feeling....I am the same way, I always tell myself "this month, I will not think about it, I will not analyze symptoms, etc...."

But I still end up hoping, anyway, and it really is a crappy feeling.

Keep praying and trusting in God's plan! It will happen....

I don't know about the u/s and AF....maybe call and see what they say?

[~Lynda~]

jenn, i was just going to post seeing where you've been. i hope AF stays away!!!! i know the frustration girl!!! sick of it too!!!! trying to stay positive, but it's feeling like an uphill battle these days.

i don't think they will do a tranvagainal u/s if you have AF. possibly if it's at the end of your cycle and you're just spotting or really light, but if you're on CD2, i think they'll make you reschedule it. not totally sure though, call and check.

hopefully AF will stay AWAY!!!!! KUP girl!! HUGS

[richmond_girl]

We are entering month 12 this month ourselves- this is NOT where I thought we'd be when we started TTC around Xmas last year - I thought we'd be celebrating our pregnancy by now, not planning our first IVF cycle after learning DH as almost no sperm But it is what it is and we will not give up!! God does have a plan, it just may take awhile for that plan to be revealed. Stay strong; if you feel that yearning in your heart, you are meant to have more kids and they will come in time.

[Hopingfor1soon]

I am so sorry hun!! I totally know how you feel!! I hope you start feeling better soon though!

[snsgirl336]

I'm so sorry that this is taking you so long! I agree that if you feel like you aren't done having children, you should go with that feeling. It stinks hitting that 12 month mark, but hopefully your BFP will be right around the corner!

[DoulaMama]

I don't know about the U/S- call and ask I guess.

I so hope your ttc journey is almost over!

[newyorker]

Wow, you have 6 children!! You are so fortunate - I so envy you. I am 34 and only found Mr. Right at the beginning this year. Since then we are struggling to have our first child. I am so desperate to have a baby and have been feeling this way since a teenager....I wish I were in your position. Life is not as bad as it seems when you see how many others there are less fortunate than you. Good luck with your efforts.