[DoulaMama]

sorry I've been MIA- rob and I had decided to stop ttc so I could become a midwife- but now I'm thinking maybe G-d had other plans....

I posted this in TTC, but wanted to share it here too....

the more I think about it- I'm definatly ok with being pregnant--- excited reallly! It'd work out for sure- I'd have more work and it'd be harder, but it would be ok. We've only been pulling out- so if I did get pregnant we knew we'd still be happy with that. I think since we really have been trying so long that it must be fate if I am pregnant.... maybe G-d wants me to have a July Baby!

I'm not crampy at all actually- and I don't really even feel like AF is coming.....

I'm so afraid to get my hopes up!!! I'm starting to think to much- and that is never a good thing.

what do you all think? here is my chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1e6b65
I am probably 16 dpo now- maybe more- my CM wasn't super conclusive to me this month. my normal LP is 14dpo- but I have been stressed, and stress can make the LP longer sometimes....

I had the tiniest bit of pink tinged CM yesterday early evening. I have had only creamy since.....

I haven't felt any real symptoms- but I haven't been paying much attention either.

[Sweetpea79]

it all sounds very promising and likely that pregnancy could be it, however your right about stress too

whatever happens i hope it's just happens the way you would like it to

keep us posted

[SavaAngel]

Looks hopeful. Maybe this is it for you and the whole not stressing/worrying/trying part worked for you. We weren't trying when we got pregnant with AJ.

[DoulaMama]

I'm really starting to be hopeful now! But since I've had so many losses I'm terrified to get excited right away- or to test right away.

[Sweetpea79]

so what's the plan LOL...testing anytime soon

spur of the moment testing?

i am anxious to hear...but sending no pressure your way!!

best of luck for what you wish for!

[~Lynda~]

you gotta test girl!!!! common!!! you know you want to!!!

[DoulaMama]

I'm going ot test tomorrow AM if nothing changes....

[DoulaMama]

well- AF is here.

[~April04~]

[Hopingfor1soon]

I am so sorry hun!! I was really really hopeful for you!!

[SavaAngel]

Bummer. Maybe another month of not trying will bring that baby to you. Good Luck with your studies though.

[snsgirl336]

I'm sorry that the witch decided to show... Boo!!!! I wish you lots of luck with your studies and hopefully you'll end up with a surprise BFP in the meantime!!!

[DoulaMama]

thanks ladies!