woke up to the witch!!!!

~Lynda~ · #1 November 19th, 2008, 04:54 AM

ok gonna vent a minute.

tired of starting over
tired of temping
tired of counting cycle days
tired of trying to figure out if DH will be traveling when I O
tired of opks
tired of fertility monitor
tired of waiting to to wait to O
tired of waiting to O
tired of BDing on a schedule
tired of BDing when i'm tired
tired of thinking about a baby every minute
tired of seeing pregnant women
tired of seeing women with babies
tired of 2ww
tired of 1ww
tired of getting excited when i know i'm just going to be let down
tired of wondering
tired of all my fake pregnancy symptoms
tired of charts that look awesome but end in failure
tired of wiping to see if she's coming
tired of praying
tired of wishing on stars at night
tired of wondering when to test
tired of seeking information on how to improve fertility
tired of wondering if it will EVER be my turn
tired of knowing we can't afford medical assistance
tired of wondering if something is wrong with me
tired of negative hpts
tired of not even getting evaps
tired of waiting for AF after neg hpt
AND
tired of AF

tired of being tired

thanks for letting me vent. I think i gotta just chill for a couple of days. this cycle really really let me down!!!!!!!! bigger than any other cycle.

duncanfamily · #2 November 19th, 2008, 05:04 AM

So sorry the witch showed!!!

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ok gonna vent a minute.

tired of starting over
tired of temping
tired of counting cycle days
tired of trying to figure out if DH will be traveling when I O
tired of opks
tired of fertility monitor
tired of waiting to to wait to O
tired of waiting to O
tired of BDing on a schedule
tired of BDing when i'm tired
tired of thinking about a baby every minute
tired of seeing pregnant women
tired of seeing women with babies
tired of 2ww
tired of 1ww
tired of getting excited when i know i'm just going to be let down
tired of wondering
tired of all my fake pregnancy symptoms
tired of charts that look awesome but end in failure
tired of wiping to see if she's coming
tired of praying
tired of wishing on stars at night
tired of wondering when to test
tired of seeking information on how to improve fertility
tired of wondering if it will EVER be my turn
tired of knowing we can't afford medical assistance
tired of wondering if something is wrong with me
tired of negative hpts
tired of not even getting evaps
tired of waiting for AF after neg hpt
AND
tired of AF

tired of being tired

thanks for letting me vent. I think i gotta just chill for a couple of days. this cycle really really let me down!!!!!!!! bigger than any other cycle.[/b]