At Peace?

#1 December 28th, 2008, 01:06 PM

These last few months, I have been at peace with TTC, AF coming/not coming, and mostly OK with whether I O or not-- generally. Yes, if you read my blog there are some meltdowns.

I know it's been... what? 15 cycles here? I'm losing count. Lots of BFNs and frustrations, but at this point, I feel like if God means for us to have a baby we will do it. Even if it's with more MA {I'd like to wait until we're both 25 to consider IVF/IUI}, I feel at peace with that...

I do feel like I need to do everything possible this month and REALLY do everything we can, but I don't feel like I'm living life in 2 week increments. Am I insane here?

richmond_girl · #2 December 28th, 2008, 01:46 PM

No you're not insane - I think you're taking just the right approach! I hope the less stressful TTC journey brings you a surprise

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#3 December 28th, 2008, 02:06 PM

Thanks Juli! I think I'm going to temp this cycle and see if I really am Oing or not.

Hopingfor1soon · #4 December 28th, 2008, 04:29 PM

OMG of course you are not insane!!! After 18 cycles I have finally come to that conclusion too!! I really am not stressing like I used to and I think alot of that has to do with no medicine and no more constant Follie checks etc.... I agree in time God will bless us all with what is meant to be. Good Luck!!

Oh another note!!! I missed you!!! haha

~Lynda~ · #5 December 28th, 2008, 06:58 PM

if you are insane girl, then we all are too!!! LOL - glad you are at peace with it. can you help me get there????

KDD · #6 December 28th, 2008, 07:31 PM

Michelle I admire how you are feeling. I'd love to be at peace with TTC'ing.

SavaAngel · #7 December 28th, 2008, 08:27 PM

I wish I could say I am there. I feel like I am sometimes - but then there are other times that I really wonder about my sanity through this.

~April04~ · #8 December 29th, 2008, 08:26 AM

I'm jealous Michelle.. lol.. maybe one day I'll be at peace with it

~*Jackie*~ · #9 December 29th, 2008, 11:18 AM

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I wish I could be at peace with it, but haven't gotten there yet. After realizing we are now 1+ years into this, I think it got slightly worse for me.

snsgirl336 · #10 December 30th, 2008, 10:48 AM

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I wish I could be at peace with it, but haven't gotten there yet. After realizing we are now 1+ years into this, I think it got slightly worse for me.

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for me too... there are cycles where I'm ok, and cycles where I'm devistated. I just can't find that happy medium...