Unfortunately, CP and CM aren't really good indicators of much after ovulation. Often, my cervix would be high and soft right before AF, and even during. The cervix really seems to have a mind of its own post-O. I know that's not much help...but it also means that the way it feels could be perfectly normal for you and isn't cause for concern.

I hope that you're not worried about it!
And you have no reason to feel embarrassed...have you SEEN some of the things we ask/talk about?!