[Phoenix Rising]

My temps went down from yesterday by .2 degrees and I took a test at 5 am and it was negative.

Please dont say its not over til the fat lady sings or my period comes because it comes EVERY DARNED MONTH

I am so used to the disappointment that I didnt even cry - I just feel numb... and sooo emotionally tired.



My charts in my signature - I know its still possible somehow that it can go up but that BFN is really the ultimate for me. I had shown DH my chart yesterday and while was taking my temps this morning I could hear him saying under his breath "please be high in the 36.9's" and repeating it while I was temping. It nearly broke my heart when I had to tell him the temp - especially since this is the first time he has ever shown and interest in my charting and wanted to compare all of my charts with this one. Its like some kind of sick, cruel joke is being played on me - I would rather have a wacko crappy chart than one that looked like that only to NOT be pregnant.

[rmiller1122]

I'm so sorry. I really hope that somehow you can have a better day.

[Blue Eyes 409]

I am so sorry. I got a BFN the day before my AF was due and still got a BFP the next day. Your chart still looks good don't lose hope you will be a mommy again!

[iamkc]

Your temp is still pretty high above the coverline! I'm not going to try to get your hopes up, but you're WELL above it. What's your normal LP? And forgive me if you've said this before, but is this your first month charting? (I forgot to look down your page.) I was wondering if your charts normally go triphasic, or if this is a fluke.

I know that you've been trying for quite a while, but since you've just started actively trying, you're still gaining knowledge (with the charting and CP/CM check) that will undoubtedly help with getting your BFP MUCH sooner!!!

I'm sorry that this is such a crappy day... I'm still going to keep everything crossed for you...