[trying41more]

you would think getting the news that someone in the family having a baby would be exciting.. well i just found out my SIL (DH's sister) is pregnant.. as soon as i got off the phone with her.. i about burst in to tears don't get me wrong.. i'm happy for her.. but just the fact that ive been trying for 2 years for another baby..i feel so numb it was like i could feel my heart sink down to my feet.. i feel like everyone around me is getting pregnant.. cept for me.. idk why this has gotten to me so bad.. but i just locked myself in my room and just started crying my heart out..i mean the kinda crying your chest gets heavy and someone turns the tears on full strenght..i do wish my SIL and her soon to be husband a world of happiness with their new baby (probably due in Dec. i didnt even ask her)

[~*Jackie*~]

I can definitely understand... most of us have been here so long that it's truly hard to be extremely happy for anyone to be pregnant, unless they have been where we are.

[trying41more]

thanks jackie.. and yes ur right..

[KDD]

I think we all know how you feel.

[~Lynda~]

oh big big hugs hun!!! i know how hard it is?

[trying41more]

thanks girls i makes me feel better to see how much people care and i can share my feelings with

[snsgirl336]

I'm sure we've all been there a time or two (or more)... it hurts... Lots of coming your way!

[Soape]

I'm sooo sorry that you have to go through that. I agree with the others that we have all been there. Lots of hugssss to you

[LisaBrown]

I'm so sorry you had to go through that. Especially with family and all. I'm sending you lots of I hope you will be having the next BFP in the family and you and your SIL will be able to enjoy the experience together.

On friday, my sister told me that her friend is pregnant and they weren't even really trying (they went off bc to give her body time to adjust then they were gonna marry and start trying) but she got pregnant right away and the wedding is next week. If there wouldn't have been people around, I think I would have cried too, and she's not even a family member of mine! It's like the tears just want to come even if logically you know you should be happy for that person.

[Hopingfor1soon]

I know exactly how you feel. One of my good friends found out she was pregnant in December and I had to try so hard from breaking down right there when she told me. Just try and remember that you will be blessed with a baby of your own soon!! <<<<HUGS>>>>

[hearts.0nfire]