[mommie2be1966]

Some of you might remember me.....anyway, sorry I haven't been around, I'll explain in my post.

Back in December I had a HSG done. At the time the test was being performed, the Dr. was telling me that one tube appeared to be slightly blocked, and that neither tube was 'spilling and filling' like she'd like to see, and that if she were my GYNE she'd want a lap done to see what was going on. So, that left me with the impression that there was something WRONG! What else was I to think? So, all this time, I've been taking it easy, not obsessing, barely tracking squat, I temped for ONE month, just to chart and see what it looked like. (You have to keep in mind, this is, freak...cycle 18 now!!!) Lurking on the boards on ocassion (congrats to all the BFP's over that past few months), popping into chat every now and then, ya know, taking it 'easy'.
Meanwhile, about a month after the HSG, I still hadn't heard diddly-squat from my GYNE, so I call, wanting to know what is going on (totally feeling in limbo). Needless to say, the secretary booked me an appointment to 'shut-me-up'. That appointment was to be tomorrow. The nurse at my gyne's office called me today wanting to know WHY I was coming in since 'everything looking normal' on my HSG, and my referral has been sent to the 'regional fertility' clinic. So I tell her, no one was telling me anything, and that Dr. X mentioned a problem. The nurse reads verbatim the results on the chart from my test, and everything was NORMAL.
I'm ticked cause all this time, I've been thinking I HAD A PROBLEM and we hadn't been bd'ing at the appropriate times etc.....Now I feel I've missed out on 2 cycles of TRYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel incredibly frustrated, and the icing on the cake, the Dr. that performed the HSG is one of the top Dr's at the 'regional clinic', and knowing my luck, she'll be my Dr. And I won't be able to control my anger at what was told to me at the time of my test and what was written in my chart for test results.

I called the 'clinic' to be sure that they have my referral, and yes, they do, but CRIPES, I am 39! The typical wait to get in for an initial appointment is SIX MONTHS! That means July sometime, 4 months BEFORE my 40th b'day, and now I don't know IF I want to go through all of this. I've had my 'woe is me' I can't do this anymore periods BEFORE any testing was done, and I just (right at this moment) feel let down.

Thanks for letting me vent, sorry if I bored anyone, but DH doesn't really understand HOW I FEEL and I knew at least ONE person here maybe could identify with me.

Thanks again, I'll try to not be such a stranger!
Michelle

[Daniellea22]

aw man michelle im so sorry. and i do NOT blame you for being so upset and pissed off...i honestly dont know what more i can say because i havent been in your position BUT i hope you can get an appointment asap! Call as many places as you can and try to get in with one..good luck with EVERYTHING

[DreamChaser]

Michelle!!!!!

[Mom2_3mb4]

Sorry to hear that this has happened. I know what you mean about being 40 soon and not sure about going on. I will be 40 in May. The only difference is that I have a time limit given by my family doctor & OB/GYN.

Susan-Marie