its so hard to stay positive..

trying41more · #1 July 28th, 2009, 05:34 PM

i have like 1 more week to wait (AF is due 8/4) I am starting to get bloated..worn out..feeling drained..I am TIRED of TTC

IF af shows up the next cycle will be cycle #24 (2 very long years) Gracie tells me almost everyday "mommy when can i have my baby sister or brother?" or some form of that same question..or strangers/neighbors telling me or asking me when will we have another one.. or its time to have another one.. and your daughter is 4.. you dont want to space them to far apart..they will not have ne thing in common..

i just want to see a BFP next week b/c af stayed away.. she is due on 8/4..and i am praying hard that she will stay away..

I just want to break down and cry and not stop!!

KMH · #2 July 28th, 2009, 10:03 PM

I am also at the 2 year point, and I agree that it is so hard to stay positive. We have been married 8 years, and we are constantly being asked about when we will finally have kids.

I'm sorry you are struggling.

Hang in there, and I will keep my fingers crossed that you finally see that BFP next week!

BTW, my beta is August 7th, so maybe you and I can jump on over to the April DDC together

SavaAngel · #3 July 29th, 2009, 12:04 AM

Oh Jade - I hope you get your BFP on the 4th. I can just imagine how hard that is with Gracie. AJ and I play with his doll a couple times a week - some weeks more. He tells me he wants a baby sister (I am wondering if he is understanding that his friends with little brothers have to share their toys - LOL). Today we spent a good 30 mins to a hour playing with the baby. I had to take a box and make a crib for it too!

I hope we all populate the April DDC! At this rate - AJ will be almost 4 or turning/turned 4!

Ima · #4 July 29th, 2009, 02:13 AM

Hi Girls. This does indeed suck...... I am waiting to O and i decided this month NOT to use OPKs cos they make me so anxious to DTD with hubby and then it gets all messed up. So tom night we start and hopefully carry on for the whole weekend...

if I dont land up preggy this month, we are getting DH tested (i am ovulating and did a home fertility test which turned out fine).....

sigh

trying41more · #5 July 29th, 2009, 06:24 AM

i would be happy to be able to jump over to the april DDC with ne of you girls..so if you go take me with you

christina..i know how you feel.. and gracie will be 5! (her birthday is in Feb.) my birthday is April 12th..and 'IF' i were preggo my edd would be april 15th (which is also the 6 year mark from when me and james first met)

we need to over populate the april ddc!!

~*Jackie*~ · #6 July 29th, 2009, 07:22 AM

I can relate as well. We are moving into our 21st month in August, will be married for 5 years in October, and we really wanted to have a baby by now.

snsgirl336 · #7 July 29th, 2009, 09:44 AM

Unfortunately I think we all can relate and that sucks. As DH keeps reminding me, we're not getting any younger (not that I think we're old) so TTC our first for 2 years makes me wonder how long it'll take before we get #2!

Great big HUGS to us all! We certainly deserve them!

~Lynda~ · #8 July 29th, 2009, 02:11 PM

yep, i'm here too, getting to my Least favorite time, when i go to the bathroom every 10 minutes and check for her!!! hate it hate it hate it!!!

let's all go to the april ddc!!!!

trying41more · #9 July 29th, 2009, 02:53 PM

lynda.. i know what you mean.. i am like that now.. i know af is like 6-7 days away.. but i still have to go to the dang bathroom every once in a while to check to see if she showed up.. sigh..

KDD · #10 July 29th, 2009, 07:04 PM

It's so frustrating when we can't have what we really want and we want it NOW! I'm at the point where I not only count the months of TTC, but also look at the few remaining months that we may have left - we just keep getting older.

Wouldn't be kick ***** if we all were in the April DDC?

~Lynda~ · #11 July 30th, 2009, 06:48 AM

yes it would!!! now let's just DO it!!! i sound like a nike commercial!!!

Ash · #12 August 2nd, 2009, 07:35 AM

Well, I am going to chime in and say that I hope we can all graduate very soon. It's not fair that so many great women are having to wait so long to see those two beautiful pink lines. AFM, AF is currently visiting. I can't say I was even surprised. I hope she flies to coop soon so that we can get to cycle #20...ugh...

trying41more · #13 August 2nd, 2009, 08:19 AM

ash.. i can not agree more.. this turely sux.. we all deserve our babies!! AF is due for me in 2 more days..i will be totally shocked if i get a bfp this month.. i am 98% sure she will be coming to rain on my parade in the next day or so