Hello ladies,
I was wondering if I could join your board. I'm on the TTC and TTC #1 but DH and I have been TTC since Jan and no BFP yet. I went to TTC #1 because I was upset at times on the TTC board because so many women how already had 4, 5 and 6 children were upset it was taking them 2 or 3 cycles and on TTC your first, I don't think they get my frustration.
I'm just so sad and I just want to give up

My husband wants a child so very badly, worse than I do and I feel like a failure because he gets so excited when AF is late. I'm 23 and he's 27 and like I said, TTC since Jan. In March and June I was days late for AF but she came, which seemed more like a chemical pregnancy because it was so heavy and clotty and painful, but only lasted like 2 days. My since I've been keeping up with things pretty closely for the past 3 months my LP has been short so now I'm taking B6 and progesterone cream to hope to lengthen it, and taking prenatal vitamins.
I wanted to avoid going to the dr. because we haven't been doing it a year but I think in a few months we might go that route. I've been pregnant before but there was no heartbeat or growth after 6 weeks so I don't really want to go back to my old OBGYN because I just feel so sad and all the other doctors on our insurance aren't accepting new patients right now so we'll see.
I might just be more of a lurker but I thought I'd ask so if I do respond to a thread you ladies won't be like who the hell is this girl