[trying41more]

i am 100% sure af is here.. i got some brown blood on the tp when whiped.. and there goes my hope.. crushed on the floor.. this is on to cycle 24!! all i wanted is to be able to get pg on my own.. w/o help from a dr.. or meds.. etc.. i am a failure! i just want to stop ttc#2 all together.. i dont know how much more disappointment i can handle why is this soooooooo hard??

i think im done ttc.. i can't do this ne more.. im tired of failing.. tired of bfn's ..tired of trying for 2 years w/ no positive outcome!!!

[~*Jackie*~]

Maybe a little break is what you need. I can relate (unfortunately most of us here can) with your emotions and feeling like you do. You aren't a failure!! Lots of HUGS.

[MommaLee]

Hugs! You are not a failure....you've just been unlucky!!!

[snsgirl336]

I'm so sorry that you are feeling so down. I think a break might be a good idea... take some time to clear your head and not have to deal with the stress of TTC. Please know that you are not a failure at all. Lots of

[Brandielou]

I'm so sorry sweety. I can't imagine 2 years but you are such a strong person! Don't feel bad, my DH and I had a huge fight about TTC this morning (he's been the one really wanting a baby so I said ok, and in the heat of the argument I said I wasn't going to anymore and tore up all my poas opks, broke my bbt, tore up my ttc calender, flushed all the vitiamins, washed down the sink my progesterone cream, and broke my digi opks (which I'm SO sad about!) but he just sat there) so now I'm sad because I've gotten into the whole, ok I guess I'm ready for a baby and want to be a mommy and now he's acting like an ***....when HE'S the one that wanted to start this. So at least you're not alone! Maybe just take a breather for a few days or take a little time and let it out

But YOU ARE NO FAILURE. I feel the same way sometimes but you are NOT a failure. God can just be too cynical at times

[~Lynda~]

oh jade, i'm so sorry you are down!!! i know just how you feel. i am right there with ya!!! i hope AF doesn't come and you still get a surprise bfp!!! but i know you need a big big hug right now!!! so HUGS, hey i can use one too. if you need to talk, pm me!!! i'm sick of it all too!!!

[Soape]

I'm soooo sorry that this is happening again to you. Sometimes life just isn't fair. I hope that whatever you decide to do will bring you peace and happiness. We are here if you ever need us

[Kari_B]

I'm so sorry! TTC is one of the toughest things that I have ever taken on... and I never thought it would get this hard. A break for me and DH was just what we needed last month. I know TTCwMA is very scary and probably not something anyone wants to do... but maybe it's just what you need to push you over that hump. Hang in there... if you're a failure... what does that make the rest of us??? None of us are failures! If anything, the ladies I have met on JM are some of the strongest, bravest women I know!

[trying41more]

thanks for all the kind words girls.. i know we are not failures.. it just gets hard on our emotions.. and i am a strong woman.. we all are.. but we all have our down momnets.. and thats why we have each other to catch one another when we fall.. and pick us and dust us off.. and i thank you girls for caring i am a strong woman.. and after a relaxing day and time to rest i am feeling a little bit better

i was actually thinking about temping again.. but idk..i need to buy more opk's tho

[KDD]

I'm sorry that the witch showed Jade. Stay strong!