shes been on time these last few cycles.. since it went from 5 straight cycles in a row of AF showing up every 24 days.. right on the money.. i could count the days.. then just these last 2 cycles in a row shes been every 28days on the dot.. i'm kinda in a rough spot..i'm kinda upset that shes not here yet.. but then a part of me is starting to wonder.. if the one and only time we got to dtd at all this month was before i left on the trip.. and it was atleast 3-4 days before i was suppost to O.. but i for sure Oed while i was on the trip.. but who knows.. i mean i thought for sure this cycle would be shot.. but now af is not here.. and i thought she would have been here between tuesday and today.. I know today is not over yet.. but still i do not have cramps or ne thing..( i never had that dream i usualy have before af shows up)
I have only had a few dizzy spells the last few days in a row.. like when i lean over to pick something up.. or getting up from sitting on the floor.. my boobs have been sore and tingly a little bit..(that could be normal for af too) i have had a few days in a row that i was so tired.. but i dont know what that could be linked to.. besides that i have not been feeling any other symptoms.. at all ..maybe i am just overthingking this.. and watch now that i said something af will show up.. i just hate the way i am past 28 days.. and af is not here. after shes been on time.. and not irregular ne more later they had been last year..and had been up until they started becoming regular around march/april..

i'm scared to dream.. ykwim?