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  #21  
November 3rd, 2009, 11:17 AM
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Oh Jackie... I'm so sorry that your body isn't cooperating! I was so hoping that you would have a nice simple natural IUI and end up with a surprise BFP. Well, since nice and simple has been thrown out the window, I'll continue to hope that you have a successful IUI (if you decide to continue down that path)... You deserve nothing more! Maybe you just have a really great egg growing and taking it's time to pop... I'm praying so!!! Hang in there Jackie!
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November 3rd, 2009, 01:55 PM
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Thanks, Cris.

I'll do the IUI if I O sometime this week I think... which leaves us a few more days. If no O by Monday, I'll call my RE's office and see what we can do.
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Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.

IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.

March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
We will re-evaluate another IVF w/FET try in 2013.



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  #23  
November 3rd, 2009, 02:13 PM
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aww Jackie I'm sorry to hear your body is being so difficult. When we need them to cooperate our bodies never do!! Your chart is looking promising for Oing soon though, so I hope it happens in the next day or 2 and you get to do the IUI! Sending O vibes your way!!
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November 3rd, 2009, 07:15 PM
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I'm having a terrible night. I haven't cried since my RE appointment when I learned that our only 'real' chance is IVF, and I've held in all my emotions, putting them on the back burner as I looked hopefully ahead to this IUI chance, etc. Well, the dam let loose tonight. I am so upset, and in a very dark place right now. I can't stop crying, and I can't stop looking ahead into my future to figure out what I am going to do. I just don't know anymore... I've lost complete faith in myself.

Please don't be concerned if you don't see me for a few days... having this rough of a night makes me see things very fuzzy and makes me want to push away everything and everyone, and I apologize in advance. I'm just at that point where I don't know what's going to happen anymore. If I don't ovulate and have yet another annovulatory cycle, I don't know what I can do. I can't take fertility meds anymore due to the endo, so I can't be "sure" to ovulate. I hope I'm getting ahead of myself and come back here and can laugh at how silly I'm being, but right now, this is how I truly feel. I am losing hope and fast. I just need a break from life.
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Thank you brie_91 for this fabulous siggy!!
Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.

IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.

March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
We will re-evaluate another IVF w/FET try in 2013.



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November 3rd, 2009, 09:44 PM
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Aww, Jackie. I wish there was something I could say to make this better for you. You've been such a trouper through all that you've been handed through ttc... If you need to take a break and clear your head, please know that I'll be thinking about you and I'll be praying for you! This just shouldn't be this difficult!
You have my number if you need anything (even just a shoulder to cry on or someone to listen to you rant and rave to).
We all love you and want you to be in a good place! Lots of
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November 4th, 2009, 05:52 AM
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Jackie I'm so sorry for all you have been through! Hang in there sweetie!!
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November 4th, 2009, 06:20 AM
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Thanks, ladies.

I'm so sorry to be over-dramatic, but I'm quite honestly at my breaking point, I think. I had SUCH a horrible night with all of this, my eyes are SO puffy that I'm lying about them at work noting allergies. Ugh. I just feel lost.
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Thank you brie_91 for this fabulous siggy!!
Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.

IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.

March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
We will re-evaluate another IVF w/FET try in 2013.



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