[rinty68]

I feel really fed up to be honest.
I had hoped and prayed for us to have our baby by christmas
As last xmas was so darn hard.
I was convinced i was pg, then my friend POAS xmas eve
and she was not even ttc and had only been with DB for 2mths...
Then to add insult to injury AF showed on xmas day

I just pray that i am pg by xmas. I just cant take seeing all my friends
with their babies and for me to feel so empty.
I feel selfish saying that but its how i feel lately

Anyway else at their wits end yet...?

Sarah

[stylin25]

I feel the exact same way. I try not to say things to very many people where I live because they don't get it, but sounds like we are both at our wits end and on the same ttc track. I have found it very helpful lately to have a journal. Talking on here is good, but I don't get much response when I post on other boards, so I kinda gave up til I saw your post, but journaling everynight before bed gets everything out of my mind for a better sleep, also you don't have people giving you upsetting answers when venting!! I am a hair stylist, and I have a dear friend who is also a customer sit in my chair and tell me that I am preventing myself from concieving. HELLO! I wanted to cut a chunk in her hair. Reasons such as this are why I turn to my journal. I agree about the xmas deal. This past xmas was miserable because my dh and I are the only ones in his family who don't have children, and at family gatherings we are basically punished for it. Hopefully we can both have xmas babies and they can all kiss our booties!!! Let me know if you need to vent again. I know I definately feel better knowing I'm not crazy for having the same thoughts.

Hopefully by month 23 we won't need this board anymore!!

Jackie

[celestialblue]

I know exactly how you feel. It's been 3 and a half years of TTC for me, and every month I think it's never going to happen, and that I can't get any more depressed about it, but I do.

[rinty68]

It is a terrible thing to go through.
Lets go through it together though, a problem shared and all that

Baby25-I post quite a lot on the ttc board. It is a lot larger than other boards
so feel free to come over and post. You will deffo get replies.
I will reply for sure

You can PM anytime you want and my email is - sarah23.smith@btinternet.com

Feel free to mail me. I know what a rough road this is and we all need someone to talk to.

Sarah

[auntmeme]

Well guys, I am on Month 34 of TTC. I have had two BFP's, but both of my pregnancies ended in m/c. So, I am still there with you. It took me 20 months to bet my 1st BFP in Jan 2005,which ended in m/c on March 18. Second BFP came on Dec 24, 2005 which ended in m/c on Jan 25, 2006.

It is hard to stay positive, believe me I know. Just keep BD'ing and praying and hopefully all of us will have our own little ones in our arms.

Good Luck!!!

Amy