[LindseyMarie]

...Snap out of this funk before christmas next week! I am so down, and really just low feeling right now. I don't want to bake, decorate, I;m done. If I had my way, I'd crawl back into bed and cry right now, because thats all I feel like doing.

These holidays have been an unspoken deadline in my head all year, thinking originally "I bet we'll have our new baby before christmas!" after the new year, followed by "I bet we'll have our BFP before christmas" the rest of the year, then "I Hope we get our BFP for christmas!", and now knowing none of it was true.

I have to vent somewhere. I feel like I am constantly on the verge of tears this week, and need to vent somewhere.

Anyone else feeling down with the holidays so close?

[KDD]

I wouldn't say that I was feeling down - I'm almost numb now after TTC for this long. But my heart just isn't into the holidays this year.

[Kari_B]

[~*Jackie*~]

[~Lynda~]

oh hun, it is so hard during the holidays!!! i'm not sure how to tell you to keep the faith, cause it seems so darn shallow to say, but i truly believe that good things are coming to our little forum!!! we gotta hold hands, hug each other, but we gotta have true faith!!!! I have faith in you, if you are lost right now!!! HUGS

[SavaAngel]

Super Big Hugs Lindsey. I have had so many days like that it isn't funny. If I could/was closer I would do something with you and Caiden to help you get out of the funk.

But I have decided that I need to enjoy the kiddo I do have (especially at this time of year) and worry about the one I don't have after the holiday's. I know it has to suck really bad with that deadline you gave yourself and having to avoid when you will probably be fertile around Christmas/New Years. It is going to suck! But you (and I/all of us) will get our babies eventually. It just isn't on our time table.

[♥Ashley♥]

Yep. Im definitely feeling it. This is the SECOND year in a row, ive been pregnant, had a cute plan to tell the "grandparents" then had a miscarriage just weeks before Christmas. So it really sucks. Im not feeling it either this year, its weird ive never felt this way...but I dont even care to go to my familys Christmas eve get together that we do every year. And actually i dont think we are going to. I dont want to rush around to a million places, and i just dont care this year.

I hope you start feeling better Lindsey. I know how hard it can be. I hope we all get BFP's very very soon.