Update on me- almost IVF time!

~*Jackie*~ · #1 February 1st, 2010, 07:04 PM

While I've been in limbo between ttc events, I've been a little worse about posting- so I apologize! I just wanted to let you ladies know where we are in our journey (of course it's all in my siggy anyway lol).

Our last appointment with my RE (before IVF) is Friday. We go in at 10am. DH and I both have to be present to sign the release forms, learn the injectables (although I've already watched the online videos that my IVF coordinator provided to me), and we pay for our IVF cycle. They will then order my meds from the specialty pharmacy I've chosen, and I should have those next week I think.

I've been focusing on relaxing, and the power of positive thinking for this cycle because it HAS to work and it WILL work. It is our only shot at a fresh cycle (due to the out of pocket cost), so I'm doing everything I can to settle my brain and get my heart into this 100%. DH & I decided at the end of last week that we're going to go away Friday night. The appointment will be our biggest step in this very long journey, so we need a little "us" time away from home. We're going to go enjoy it so we're going out of town that night to spend it at the same place we spent our 5 year wedding Anniversary.

Things are coming together. I have a book that I'm reading ("The Couple's Guide to IVF"), and it's helped relax me and has helped me know that what I'm feeling isn't strange- it's normal. Sooo, in approximately 3 weeks (depending on when my body decides to O), we'll be starting IVF! I'm still so anxious, nervous, and excited, but to be honest, I'm glad there's still 3 weeks between us and it.

I am finding this time is super important to mentally prepare. My bosses know what is going on (all men) and they are very supportive of the time I'll need off. My Mom, Dad, and FIL know, along with my closest cousin (closest I have to a sister). That's it. So 6 people in my whole life know, and DH and I have just decided to tell my MIL. She doesn't even know we've been ttc (she's the ONLY person I was truly excited to surprise one day), but we both just feel the support will be super important, especially if this doesn't work.

Ok, that was much longer than I expected- thanks for listening!

KDD · #2 February 1st, 2010, 07:16 PM

I'm super happy for you Jackie! I will be sending you nothing but positive thoughts and hopes during the next several weeks.

Have fun with your night away!

I've downloaded this but haven't tried it yet. I have heard great things about it though. It's supposed to help you relax! Trying to get pregnant? Our Gift to You ~ Relaxation Program for Fertility

Christine-MA · #3 February 2nd, 2010, 04:50 AM

I am super excited for you too Jackie! In just over a month you WILL be pregnant! I think it's an awesome idea for you guys to go away, I hope you have a great time (take some pics!) I can't wait to follow the rest of your journey!

~*Jackie*~ · #4 February 2nd, 2010, 05:43 AM

Awesome, thanks Kimberley. I'll download it for sure! I have another relaxation cd coming to me from a dear JM friend.

Hopefully they help!

Aww, thanks Christine! It's funny- witch each day that goes by, I keep thinking about how my EDD would be about the same as yours was!

~Lynda~ · #5 February 2nd, 2010, 08:02 AM

This will work!!!! this will work!!! I am praying so hard for you girl!! fingers crossed, eyes crossed, teeth crossed!!!! praying an praying. enjoy your time away together. it sounds really nice! HUGS

SavaAngel · #6 February 2nd, 2010, 01:23 PM

It will work and in 9 months you will have an adorable bundle that is all yours and Jon's! Maybe even two bundles! I will keep up some positive thoughts and prayers that this is it for you!

Enjoy your night away!

~*Jackie*~ · #7 February 2nd, 2010, 01:35 PM

Thanks, ladies!

I need some O dust right now so that I can be in the "official" 2ww!!!!

Christina- I'd LOVE 2 bundles!

Ash · #8 February 3rd, 2010, 05:00 AM

Jackie, I am praying, praying, praying that you can put this TTC journey behind you. I can't wait to see your big ole beautiful BFP! I know this will work for you, I can feel it!

~*Jackie*~ · #9 February 3rd, 2010, 05:34 AM

I hope your feelings are right, Ash!

I really appreciate the prayers! HUGS!

~Lynda~ · #10 February 3rd, 2010, 06:26 AM

<------ some of my O dust, i'm in need of it too!!!

missmakeubeautiful · #11 February 3rd, 2010, 08:53 AM

Stay positive Jackie! This will be it for you=) Maybe you should look into taking a vacation after the procedure to help keep you relaxed and your mind off of it as much...just keep telling yourself 'I am pregnant'! Keep us posted.

Soape · #12 February 3rd, 2010, 09:16 AM

Jackie I am praying daily for your little miracle!!! I know that it will happen!! I can't wait to see you as you go through this part of the TTC journey! We will be here to be your cheerleaders!!!! positive thoughts only!!

~*Jackie*~ · #13 February 3rd, 2010, 09:33 AM

Thank you SO much

I will stay positive, and I WILL be a Mommy!

SavaAngel · #14 February 3rd, 2010, 11:04 AM

There is some O dust for you!

~*Jackie*~ · #15 February 3rd, 2010, 11:24 AM

Thanks! I need it badly! I only have 2 digi OPK sticks left (not buying more because we'll be pregnant after next cycle!!!!), and today's was still negative. I'm bloated and have very strong O pains, so hopefully I'll see that smilie tomorrow!

NortheastWifey · #16 February 5th, 2010, 09:06 AM

You're always in my Ts and Ps, Jackie! I'm so excited for you and feeling VERY positive!

Stalkingly yours, Hollie.

LisaBrown · #17 February 7th, 2010, 04:36 AM

I'm praying for you both to be able to put all this behind you and enjoy a h&h 9 months followed by a beautiful and healthy baby...or two!

And yes, you WILL BE A MOMMY! I can feel it! I'll be stalking...

~*Jackie*~ · #18 February 7th, 2010, 12:23 PM

Thanks, ladies.

I'll have to write up about our "getaway" sometime, but today's not the day. We just ended a 40 hour period with no electricity and our house was in the 40s. It has been a TERRIBLE 2 days. I just wish tomorrow wasn't Monday so I could recover.