Rodi's Diary (ravensunset1980)

ravensunset1980 · #1 April 19th, 2006, 04:47 PM

4-19-06 CD13

I decided to start one of these, 'cause I feel like writing. LOL. Well, I'm on month9 TTC our first. Last cycle was very screwy, and I hated it. Hopefully this cycle everything goes back to normal. I'm hoping to at least ovulate sooner or at all this time. I'm so ready with my pre-seed and all. I'm getting what I think are ovulation pains, but my microscope was not ferny at all today. Hopefully I get ferns soon, or at least tomorrow. Well, I really don't have much to write now, I'm going shopping w/ my mom.

ravensunset1980 · #2 April 20th, 2006, 08:32 AM

4-20-06 CD14

Well, if I had the 'textbook' cycle I'd be Oing right now. LOL. I'm not sure when/if I'll O. I would usually O between CD16-CD18, so from now till then I'm going to be BDing like crazy. LOL. I have my pre-seed ready, I'm just waiting for my cervix to be soft and open. Right now it's still hard. Well, this morning, my scop was full with dots, but not ferny dots, just dots everywhere. No idea if it's the transition from non-fertile to fertile. Hopefully I get to see ferns quick. I'm going to see if the Dollar Tree has any ovulation sticks so I can pee on those. (and pretend they're PG tests) ahhh, one can only dream. I really hope this is my month. I deserve it.

ravensunset1980 · #3 April 24th, 2006, 07:39 AM

04-24-06 CD18

Ok, I haven't posted on this for a while, I had a busy/fun weekend. LOL. Anyways, I'm confused as to wether I O'd or not. My temp jumped up today, and I had not ferning today. Hopefully my temps continue to go up so FF can confirm my ovulation. I feel like I've been TTC FOREVER, and I hope this is my time. My DH and I have been BDing like crazy, for a whole week, and I plan to BD till at least I get crosshairs on FF. Call me crazy, but hey, I need the exercise too. LOL. It's been fun. I have pre-seed, and it rocks. Well, I'm in an okay mood today, I'm so ready to be in the 2WW. I'm soooooooooooooooo hoping this is it for me, I deserve it.

ravensunset1980 · #4 April 25th, 2006, 11:34 AM

4-25-06 CD19 (2DPO- I think)

Ok, well, I believe I am 2 DPO today. I'm pretty sure I O'd on Sunday. I know it's probably to early for any kind of symptoms, it may all well be in my head, but I have dull cramps. It feels kinda like AF cramps, but less. I know, weird, but I feel it. It may be in my head, and in the future "if" I am not pregnant, I will look back at this post and laugh. LOL. This morning I didn't get any ferning on my Oviscope, which gives me more reason to believe I already ovulated since I had ferning before. My OPKs never gave me a positive, but then again, I started testing Friday and it was a lighthter line than the control line, wait or was it Saturday? I don't know. And I did drink something before testing. *slaps own hand* Bad Rodi. Well, hopefully my temps go up tomorrow, and I will oficially be in the 2WW. I can't wait. Aggg, but I hate waiting in the 2WW. 9 months seems like a long time to TTC, but then again, not really. I can't wait till the day I am pregnant, and ready to start a family of my own. I can't wait to have m/s and feel and experience everything having to do with pregnancy. I at least want to have a chance to experience this. My day will come.

ravensunset1980 · #5 April 27th, 2006, 07:46 AM

4-27-06 4DPO

Well, I did ovulate on Sunday like I said I did. Woo Hoo. I'm so happy. Well, I decided if my temps continue to stay up during the 2WW that I will be testing on Saturday May 6. I'm so nervous. I really hope we got it this time. I've been having some weird dull cramps still, and wake up feeling ugly, like an ugly/weird taste in my mouth. I'm currently having dull cramps, but it's not really bad. The cramps feel like when AF is going to come, but who knows. I've had months where my LP was 5 days, and I really hope this is one of those times. I know it's bad to have a short LP. It's going to be a long 2 weeks, I can feel it. I mean, well, 1 more week almost, but still, it will be the longest EVER. I really hope to be part of the Jan DDC. My DH and I have been trying for 9 months, I mean, I could have given birth already, if we nailed it the first time. LOL. I guess that's why they say everyone is different. I know my time will come, but I would LOVE to know when. I feel tired right now, and I don't feel like working. I wanna go home.

ravensunset1980 · #6 May 2nd, 2006, 05:49 PM

5-2-06 9DPO
Again, I can't seem to keep up with this. LOL. Well, today I am 9 DPO, and my temp went a little bit up, not as much, but it's up there. I really don't know what to think of this. I've been having shooting pains in my tummy/belly button area, and I don't know what it is. I've been having a really bad aftertaste from the Sprite Zero I had THIS MORNING. "IF" my temp goes up tomorrow, more than what it is right now, I will test in the morning. I'm so nervous. the reason I decided to test tomorrow is because I just realiezed my average LP is 9 days, and since I'm 9 DPO, tomorrow AF will be due. I'm so nervous, I'm probably nervous for no reason at all. I

ravensunset1980 · #7 May 3rd, 2006, 02:43 PM

5-3-06 10DPO

Ok, I tested. My temp went up this morning, and I tested. I got a BFN, but then at I think 10 min, maybe more or less, I saw another line. It could be an evap line, but I was so excited because it's my very first evap line. LOL, yeah, call me crazy. I'm definately going to test on Saturday, if my temps continue to stay up. I was soooo excited this morning when I saw my temp had gone up. Yay.

Today though, I came back from lunch and as soon as I steped in the office, I smelled vitamins or chicken. It smelled like both. LOL. I had to gag, I still feel kinda nauseous. I went to the ladies room, and nothing could come out. I couldn't vomit. I feel bad though, like a lump in my throat. I'm sure it's to early for symptoms, but who knows, right? well, this is my entry for today. toodles.