[kegohn]

I know I don't post here very much because I really don't what to say half the time.

It's my 13th month of trying....CD 13 for me. I've been testing (CP monitor) since day 8 and I haven't gotten anything above low. Tomorrow evening I leave for our church women's retreat and won't be home till Sunday afternoon. And THEN DH leaves Monday for the week for work. How in the heck am I supposed to conceive a baby if I'm not going to have the time to BD?! We started every other day sex like the dr recommended on day 8, but if I haven't had a reading higher than low then it's probably not doing any good anyway. I just want to cry thinking that it might not happen this month because he or I won't be around. I want to be pregnant sooooooo bad. I'm actually batting the idea around of not going to the retreat even though I paid $60.00 to go so that I can be home to BD. But then I think that's stupid. I just don't know and I'm getting so discouraged by this whole thing. We have this and one more cycle until DH has his SA. It doesn't seem things can happen fast enough though at this point. Alright thanks for listening. I'm done now.

[DreamChaser]

I know what you mean - I realized today that technically we have been officially trying for one year - sigh. And yes it seems like it never fails - the days when you have all the free time in the world - you are no were near ovulation, but when you have places to go or visitors in town - then here comes the egg!

[kegohn]

Yep I believe that the whole TTC process is against us. *L*