[LuvMySon5]

Why is it people who don't deserve to have children, don't want them, and don't take care of them when they do have them have NO problems at all getting pregnant, ON ACCIDENT!! Like my "little" cousin, for instance. She got pregnant, she just turned 19. She is a high school drop out, her boyfriend is a high school drop out and he already has one baby that he has only seen once and doesn't take care of. He doesn't pay child support, doesn't try to help the baby's mom with clothes, diapers, formula, anything. He doesn't even mention the baby. And her, she has no intentions on getting her GED or high school dipolma, and neither does he. I have no clue how they are going to support this baby girl on minimium wage jobs. That is, assuming she keeps her job, he most definitely won't. When I found out she was pregnant before me, well, lets just say that was a bad day. It's not fair. I was(am) mad at God. As if that's not bad enough there's are also several people DH's family that leave a lot to be desired. One of his cousins is a drug addict. I have personally called children services on her several times. She passed out with needles in her arms while her 2 and 4 year old babies were running around their nasty apartment, unattended. Yet, she still has them. It makes me so angry that those worthless people who don't deserve to have those precious little babies get pregnant every time they turn around, then don't take care of them, but then there's people like everybody on this board who would give almost anything to have a baby and would love and protect and care for their baby with every fiber of their being, till their death. It's not fair. I don't understand. I don't think I ever will!!

[toosweet]

I know that feeling. I hope you get a bfp soon.