I have lurked here a bit but finally decided to post

Some of you know me from the other boards but for those that don't, I'm Raquel, 27, DH Mel, 31, married for almost 7yrs and we are trying for baby #4.
We unexpectedly got pregnant last year with our son Aries, it was a huge suprise seeing as we were done with our three. DH got a vasectomy in July after a scare we had and were told that my placenta was torn but they were confident that we would carry full term. In Sept over Labor day weekend I didn't feel the baby move I was 24wks, I went in Tues only to have our worst nightmare confirmed that our little boy had passed away due to placenta abruption.

I delivered him later that afternoon and weeks after we talked to our doctor about our options. DH didn't want to hear of using donor sperm and doing IUI and IVF was out of our budget and so was sperm retrevial

We decided a reversal was our best option. He had it done in November and we were both given the green light in December to start trying.
So now we are on cycle #7 of trying

I never thought TTC would be this hard. I have had anovulatory cycles, I have had a LPD and cysts on my ovaries. We have done two rounds of clomid 50mg and prometruim, and did 100mg of Clomid this cycle with IUI. I actually just had to procedure done this morning so now we are just hoping and praying it worked.
Well, just wanted to introduce myself, say HI and I look foward to getting to know you all
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Raquel Mom to The "A" Team: Anthony, almost 10yrs old (OMG double digits!!!!), Alexis, 8, Aiden, 5
Missing our Angel: Aries Isaiah 09/06/05 Carried you for only 24wks1d but in Mommy's heart FOREVER
To my Aries:
The time we had with you was brief,
We had to say good-bye,
Now angels kiss your little face,
And sing your lullaby.
Someday again, we'll be with you,
To cherish all those things,
Until that day it helps to know,
You're safe in angels wings.