CD 1 for me

And boy did that witch come with avengence this morning. I did call my Dr's office to set up an IUI for this coming cycle if possible, but got a call back saying that since I was overdue for my annual exam, that they didn't want to schedule an IUI. I had forgotten about the pap with all the crazy insurance issues we've been having.
I tried to get in before Friday for a pap, but there are no openings and since I'm really super busy at work (Yes Mr Boss, I can "throw together" a post-game reception for 100 people in 3 days

) I would feel guilty taking time off even if there were an open appointment. I would need to start the Clomid on Sunday, so it's definitely not going to work out this time around. Soooo, after getting my hopes up for an IUI this cycle, they came crashing down today.
I'm super bummed and wonder how many more obstacles we have to go through to get a healthy pregnancy. I'm trying to tell myself that there are people out there who have it so much worse than I do, and to be thankful for all the wonderful blessings in my life right now, but it's just easier to be in a funk right now. Tomorrow I will work harder on the optimism department. Also- DH has been put on a strict timeline to get this darn insurance thing finalized. Tick tock buddy- Tick Tock!