~Denise's TTC Journal~

tootienkyle · #1 June 27th, 2006, 06:15 PM

I am going back a few month's....

3/29/06--This was the first step of my TTC journey! I went in on this day to have my tubal ligation reversed. I was frightened. I had never been under totally for anything. I had 2 d&c's done after 2 of my 3 miscarriage's, but not under to where they put the thingy down your throat under!!! I shook the whole morning!! They gave me something to calm my nerves, but only like 5 minutes before going in the OR! It turned out fine..IM ALIVE!! lol

so...now on to the present time....

6/27/06~We are on our 3rd month of TTC our 1st baby together and my 5th baby. AF is due tomorrow by Fertility Friend's prediction. It said I ovulated a bit early this month. By the way my belly is feeling tonight...they just might be right...although I really really really don't want it to be(my belly that is). I took my last hpt today...there is a pinkish line there..but I think it occured after the time frame....so I am not even entertaining that thought!! I have tested since 4dpo this cycle because I am a POAS a holic! I will wait this one out though...I guess we shall see in the morning.....

tootienkyle · #2 June 28th, 2006, 07:02 AM

6/28/06 (Weds)

HMMPPPHHH! My belly felt really icky last night. (like AF would come at any time). Hubby cooked me a nice steak/potato/corn on the cob dinner last night and we watched 2 movies.

I get up this morning..go to the bathroom..check the paper...is she here??? He** no...of course not...that would be too easy. A little while later I go to the bathroom again...here yet??? Nope! She sure does come on her own sweet time, doesn't she? UGH!!!

Lauren (4 year old) has to go for a dental checkup today so we will see what happens throughout the day.....

tootienkyle · #3 June 28th, 2006, 03:14 PM

6/28/06 Afternoon

Stopped by Walgreens to get Meaghan's RX..and I just so happened to pick up a box of 2 pregnancy tests (answer brand)...($11)..way too much for the BIG FAT NEGATIVE that I once again got.

If AF came today, and I got pregnant this next cycle, I would be due the day after meaghan's birthday!!! 4-4-07 Which would be fine with me...just come on and visit me if you wanna come so much!!! (ya ugly ol witch) UGH!!!!!!!

tootienkyle · #4 June 29th, 2006, 05:54 AM

6/29/06

Still no AF. I am 15dpo, all tests still BFN. Fertility Friend says I O'd on CD10..I knew that sounded too early for me! I am a regular girl! Anyways, I am having some dull cramps..so I'm sure that is her knocking at my door. I like the sound of an April baby way more than a March baby anyways..so I'm not to let down by it all. (at this point, any month would be perfectly fine by me (us)!)

I started siggy school last night and did my first 3 siggies!!!

We used Pre-seed this cycle..so much for that over-expensive waste!

tootienkyle · #5 June 29th, 2006, 04:59 PM

6/29/06 7 pm

Hmm...no show for aunt flo..YET...having (tmi) cramps with a bit of icky bm..that is usually a sign...and since I am usually every 26 days, I'm sure she will show in the morning. I guess I just had a long luteal phase or this tempin stuff just isn't true??? Who knows...but we will all know in the morn when she shows up

until then...good night!

tootienkyle · #6 June 30th, 2006, 05:56 AM

6/30/06

Ya know...there is something wrong when AF comes two times in a month. I mean I know today is the last day of this month and all..but it's still the same month!! She really knows how to put a damper on things!! Oh well..on to TTC month #4...

*due date will be April 7, 2007* (when I conceive this month)

tootienkyle · #7 July 5th, 2006, 11:26 AM

7/5/06

Ok..AF has come and gone...nothing much happening..not changing anything this month. Not doing OPK's...I am temping...not gonna buy a zillion tests either. Just gonna go with the flow. I really hope and pray I get pregnant soon so that I don't have to have any further testing!!!

tootienkyle · #8 July 12th, 2006, 11:12 AM

~July 12, 2006~

Today I am (according to FF) 3 dpo...For some reason I am ovulating early now...giving me a longer LP which is probably good for getting preggo! I always wanna eat the whole house around 3-5 dpo...so here's to gaining some more weight! lol I didn't get to BD with Kyle on CD 10 when I ovulated because we were in an argument. But we did the night before and the night after! So here's to the waiting game!

tootienkyle · #9 July 13th, 2006, 11:16 AM

~7-13-06~

Ok...hmm..I've had creamy CM...not eating as much as usual on this day...but am eating alot of junk as always. My temp went up a smidge, which means absolutely nothing at this point in time..I just hope it continues to climb!

I was saddened this morning by Rita's post...I really hope she continues ttc.

tootienkyle · #10 July 16th, 2006, 09:33 AM

7-16-06

Today is Sunday..the pool is back up and looks marvelous! My temperature has went down for the past 3 days..hmm...I was worried because my chart was looking like all the other ones..but this is definitely something new! Should I get excited??? Probably not! I won't let myself...we will just wait and see where it goes from here! I'm 7dpo and depending on what my temps do, I will be testing on Friday the 21st..I will be 12 dpo then!

tootienkyle · #11 July 18th, 2006, 12:21 PM

~7-18-06~

Today I am 9dpo...no symptoms really...my temp went up a little bit though..can't wait to test on Friday!!!

tootienkyle · #12 July 27th, 2006, 08:27 PM

7-27-06

Today is CD3. AF is still here. She should be on her way out tomorrow though. I am pretty disappointed I didn't get a BFP with my friend Taylor..but I am very happy and excited for her. She deserves it very much. I hope her little bean sticks and is healthy. I don't know if I want to get pregnant this month because my due date would be the day she had her baby Chloe. But she says it would make it special which I am thinking so also now that she mentioned it. I would love to be pregnant though...have a spring baby still...not be pregnant in the summer.

I guess we will see how it goes...another week and I'll be ovulating..I love my quick cycles!

tootienkyle · #13 July 31st, 2006, 08:27 AM

~7-31-06~

Last day of July...this year is just zooming by...

I am on CD 7..AF just left yesterday after a stay of 6 days which is very odd. Kyle will be leaving for Kansas tonight and will be home Wednesday evening. Just in time to BD for my ovulation!!! YAY!!!! I will miss him very much though

I had a special blinkie made...put it in my siggy last night..I hope Taylor likes it and doesn't mind!

I hope I get pregnant this month!! If I don't this month or next month, then I will have the x-ray/dye test done...don't want to have to go through that..but am willing to do anything at this point!

tootienkyle · #14 August 8th, 2006, 10:59 AM

~August 8, 2006~

Yesterday was Lauren's 5th birthday..she had a good time and we are going to go to Chuck E Cheese this Sunday when Kyle and I get back from Chicago (we are leaving on Thursday)

I am 4dpo..would be 6dpo, but FF changed my O date after my temp yesterday which everyone agrees with FF...so it is correct I presume. I am going to test on Sunday when I get back also. I have 2 tests from my SS and intend to use them Sunday and then if that is a BFN then I will test every other day until the witch decided to show if indeed she does!

On to the waiting...

tootienkyle · #15 August 9th, 2006, 09:07 PM

~August 9, 2006~

I am 5 dpo..temp went down .2...no biggie there...

I have sinus problems right now that are also bringing me down..Taylor isn't online much anymore..and that is a downer also...life must go on.....

4 more days until I test, which I'm sure will be a BFN just like every other month! UGH!!!!

tootienkyle · #16 August 12th, 2006, 10:13 AM

8-12-06

Hello...I'm still in Chicago...land of the crazy drivers...but I am leaving in less than 2 hours now YAY!!! I can't wait to be home...

My temp went down a bit today..the chart is looking like all my other ones..pretty sure its not my month

Oh well..I'm testing in the morning..guess we will see something then..although I'll only be 9 dpo..if BFN I will wait until Tuesday to test!

Until then.........

tootienkyle · #17 August 13th, 2006, 07:37 AM

~August 13, 2006~

Going to Chuck E Cheese today for Lauren's birthday. I got up and tested and of course it was a BFN

Pretty much all I have to say for the day...won't test again unless she is late!

tootienkyle · #18 August 17th, 2006, 07:44 AM

8-17-06

Kids went back to school yesterday...all went well except for when I went to pick them up...Kyle had my set of keys at his work 40 minutes away...it all wound up ok though.

I am now 13 dpo...feeling nothing..no symptoms whatsoever and no signs of af..im sure that'll be coming though ugh!

If she isn't here and if my temp don't go down..I will test in the am!

tootienkyle · #19 August 20th, 2006, 09:20 AM

8-20-06

The witch showed on Friday..so I'm on CD 3 now...If not pregnant this month...I'm having the HSG done. UGH...

Not feeling really optimistic at this point in time...

tootienkyle · #20 August 24th, 2006, 11:32 AM

8-24-06

I am now 7 dpo..this cycle is zooming by...

I switched my diary over to the TTC 6+ board...I am on my 6th cycle (not month) but it feels like an eternity...I am so thankful I didn't have to really try with all of my kids..I would be a stressed out mess..

I should be ovulating in 3 or 4 days...let the BD'ing begin!!!