[rlh27]

To my favorite girls on all of JM,

If I do indeed have a BFP, do you want me to step down immediately or wait a few weeks? Do NOT feel like you will hurt my feelings if you say now, because I would completely understand.

And when I do step down, PLEASE keep this board going. I would not have survived as long as I have if it weren't for each of you. Knowing that I'm not alone and there are others that understand my struggle has meant so much to me. It's a struggle that people don't understand until they've gone through it. You all encourage me so much. Yes, other JM ladies encourage me, but you all just understand. There are others out there that need or will need this board, so please keep it going!

And I am rooting for each of you! I pray that you will get your BFPs very soon. If you don't make it into the December DDC, then I'll stalk you in January's. I will be stalking you girls often. I know there are several of you testing this week, so I am sending a ton of baby dust to everyone on this board! Let's infiltrate the DDC! For you girls waiting to O, I pray that this cycle you will lay a golden egg.

And if it turns out this BFP is really the worst evap ever, then just disregard this post

Love,
Lucy

[ninja_mommy]

It doesn't matter to me....just take me with you!

[rlh27]

I'm going to step down. I'm in such a daze I just don't think it'd be fair to all of you to keep hosting. I have a few more things planned that I'll do, but I don't want to neglect you all and not give you what you deserve in a host.

Here's the BFP if you didn't see it!

[mrsb1029]

[Nicholle ttc]

Congrats again Lucy!!! So happy for you!!!!

[Waitingforababy]

Hey Lucy...I understand your decision...but PLEASE pop in once and again an let us know how things are going...looking forward to seeing the baby pic's!!! Enjoy every moment!

[armorbear1]

Originally Posted by rlh27

To my favorite girls on all of JM,

If I do indeed have a BFP, do you want me to step down immediately or wait a few weeks? Do NOT feel like you will hurt my feelings if you say now, because I would completely understand.

And when I do step down, PLEASE keep this board going. I would not have survived as long as I have if it weren't for each of you. Knowing that I'm not alone and there are others that understand my struggle has meant so much to me. It's a struggle that people don't understand until they've gone through it. You all encourage me so much. Yes, other JM ladies encourage me, but you all just understand. There are others out there that need or will need this board, so please keep it going!

And I am rooting for each of you! I pray that you will get your BFPs very soon. If you don't make it into the December DDC, then I'll stalk you in January's. I will be stalking you girls often. I know there are several of you testing this week, so I am sending a ton of baby dust to everyone on this board! Let's infiltrate the DDC! For you girls waiting to O, I pray that this cycle you will lay a golden egg.

And if it turns out this BFP is really the worst evap ever, then just disregard this post

Love,
Lucy

i can understand your feelings as i agree with you !!!!