[Phoenix Rising]

Hi everyone - I haven't been around this board for ages. I suppose that I really just needed to take a break from TTC as well as all reminders of it in order to remain sane

I am not going to be actively TTC or posting but one good thing did happen recently... this month I had a faintly postive pregnancy test before losing the pregnancy that was just starting a few days later and two days earlier than my expected AF. I am not seeing this as a miscarriage but rather, as a sign from God that I can indeed concieve again and after almost four years since my last loss and no pregnancies, that sign was a very welcome one.

I hope that I can sometime soon come here with good news but for now, I am content to wait knowing that my Heavenly father has answered my prayer that he show me whether or not I can concieve again.

Good luck everyone!

I'm sorry to hear of your loss but I'm glad you have renewed hope.