Getting Pregnant

milo · #1 November 17th, 2006, 02:01 PM

The past few nights I haven't been able to sleep. I have been thinking about if I will ever have a baby. When will I O? Wondering if my OPK will be positive soon. Am I going to have another long cycle. BLAH! I know stressing won't change anything and I try to stop but the thoughts keep coming back in my head. I see babies on TV and want to cry. Thanks for letting me vent ladies. (HUGS)

Bug-n-Ed · #2 November 17th, 2006, 02:09 PM

I understand how you feel. I have ups and downs. I really hate the downs. I'm not sure how long you've been trying, but hopefully, it won't be too much longer for you.

#3 November 17th, 2006, 02:25 PM

I feel the same way. It's been over a year now of TTC and I've cried almost every night for the past week over it all. I am so frustrated, drained, depressed. I worry I will never have children. Words just can't express how much pain I'm in. I'm sick of the embarrassing, invasive, painful tests. I'm sick of BFN after BFN. I'm sick of going into what will be the nursery and wondering if it will always be empty.

lizm75 · #4 November 17th, 2006, 03:06 PM

Milo, I'm so sorry you are having a tough time right now. I think all of us who try for a while go through stretches of time that are harder than others. I hope it happens very soon for you. I think you and I started trying around the same time May, right? I am having the same thoughts you describe. It is very frsutrating. We just found out we will need to go the IUI route. I am hoping we all get PG very soon. Keep your head held high.

jlk · #5 November 18th, 2006, 06:29 PM

I know how you feel. I hate feeling like I will never be able to have a child. I want to know what it is like to be pregnant and to be able to decorate a nursery. I want to be able to raise children and teach them things. I know it is hard but hang in there and someday soon you will get your BFP.

I know how you feel. I hate feeling like I will never be able to have a child. I want to know what it is like to be pregnant and to be able to decorate a nursery. I want to be able to raise children and teach them things. I know it is hard but hang in there and someday soon you will get your BFP.