[Jessesgirl04]

Hi Ladies! I've posted here before but it's been a while. Most of you have probably seen me around on the main ttc board. Dh and I have been ttc baby #4 since March/April of 06. This will be my fourth baby, dh's second. I got pregnant super easily in the past so this is the first time in my life that I havent been able to get pregnant and it's sooooo frustrating! I just can't believe I'm not pregnant yet, and I keep thinking that I should be finding out the sex of my baby by now! LOL!

Anyway, I haven't changed my ticker yet, but I'm pretty sure I'm not pregnant this month. Dh and I lost a friend to a tragic illness the week that I was ovulating so we didn't bd at all anywhere near my fertile window. I'm having AF cramps this week and I took an internet cheapie today just for the heck of it and it was a BFN so I'm waiting for the witch. I knew that there was virtually no chance of us getting pregnant this month since we only bd'ed on CD 13 which is WAY too early for me, but it's still dissapointing to see a BFN.

Dh and I aren't doing any charting/temping/opk's anymore and we are just taking things naturally. I've reached the point where I'm done with all of that stuff and I don't want to stress myself out anymore than I already have. I've even contemplated getting rid of my ticker because I don't like to obsess over which CD I'm on or how many days I have left before I can test.

Anyway, that's my story. I am hoping my stay on this board is short and sweet, but I'm not counting on it! LOL!

[dzine21]

Welcome over. Feel free to gripe all you want-I've been there and done that. Doesn't sometimes it feel like we are the outcasts? We've been here too long and no one knows who we are anymore? I'm hoping you move on up in the world of JM soon! Good luck!

[jlk]

Hi and welcome. I am sorry to hear about your friend. Hopefully your stay is short.