[Banned-saravalintinelively]

Ok, so my Step sister is pregnant-due in may, and in the beginning she was totally against getting pregnant right now. When she found out she was so upset and was all, how did this happen? Blah blah blah-Shut up Laura! I have been trying to get pregnant for over 2 years. She was so insensitive from the very beginning. Rubbing in every aspect and complaining about everything, especially getting fat, which I am so it made me feel even worse. Anyway, she found out what she is having today and called me just to tell me, well gloat and throw it in my face, I know she is. Well, now she sent pe a pic of the ultrasound. And I gotta say it is such a cute baby already but my reaction to it was totally unexpected. I broke down and cried and then threw my phone across the room. I guess Im crazy but Im so jealous.


I was wondering if it would be okay to post it or if it would upset anyone like it did me at first. Its totally ok if I cant; just be honest. Thanks for listening to me ramble.

[BobbiC]

Aww hun. I am so sorry.

People just don't understand how hurtful it is when you have been ttc for so long and then something like this happens. Or maybe she does understand.
Is she normally hurtful and mean?

You are not crazy.. Jealous, maybe. I know I sure would be.

[stowers2k3]

Been there, done that. I totally understand your meltdown. Every once in a while you need to get everything out with a good meltdown. Hugs to you though, I am hoping for your BFP REAL soon!

[Meekas_Mommy]

I hope it's ok that i post, if not i'm sorry I tried for 18 months to get pregnant with this baby and had multiple miscarriages (5) in that time, finally after the last miscarriage (April 06, the month before i got pregnant) I was diagnoised with PCOS, finally finding out why things had been happening......anyways, enough of my rambling, the reason i posted here is, I know how you feel...

In the very beginning of this pregnancy, before i even knew i was pregnant, I had a "good" friend ask me to go with her to "run an errand" I agreed and we ended up at a birth control center because she needed a pregnancy test (No wonder she didn't tell me ahead of time where we were going, she knew i likely wouldn't have gone if she had told me) well she found out she was indeed pregnant, and I got a bit upset, and she actually said to me "Don't look so down, you should be HAPPY for me, atleast we know I can GET pregnant and CARRY a baby" I just left after that....I really don't talk to her much anymore, she ended up miscarrying that baby, and one since then, I feel bad for her since no one should have to go through that..But can't bring myself to get close to her again

some people just don't think of how the words that come out of their mouths affect others and i'm sorry that your going through that

[Blue Eyes 409]

I think we all know where you are coming from! When I was going to the DR for my CD 21 check up's before he could put me on Clomid I came home ever time and cried because I was so upset why was it not me. Then to see a young person complaining about how upset they are that they are pregnant would really make me mad. Trust me we are here for you!