[stowers2k3]

So the only thing that I know about this current cycle is what cycle day I am on.
I was going to chart this month and really give it my all and I didn't. I think that I am losing steam on this whole ttc thing. We did bd like rabbits this month, but I don't know when I Od or if I did at all cause my cycles are never consistant.
I should have had a sticky bean by now! I tried to blame my lack of enthusiasm on the holidays and that I was too busy, but really I think that I am just in that "It's never going to happen state".
I think I am hitting that "Rock bottom" that Sandy was talking about.
Anyone else gotten to this point yet or I am the only one?

Where's my BFP ######it?!?!?

[Blue Eyes 409]

I am sorry I know how you feel! I had a month like that and I just decided that I was not going to try.... I mean why should I it was my 14th cycle of trying and a year of not avoiding and still nothing all the young people and people not trying were pregnant but not me. Then my DR put me on Clomid the next month and I got my excitement back and my BFP the next month.

[dzine21]

I'm beyond no steam. We can't even muster up enough to bd more than 4 times a cycle.

[stowers2k3]

I'm beyond no steam. We can't even muster up enough to bd more than 4 times a cycle.[/b]

That's usually us, but this month I decided that I used to enjoy bding before ttc, and I was going to start enjoying it again if it killed me!
So this month we bd cause we wanted too, not cause ttc was on our minds. Maybe it'll help, but probably not.

[jlk]

Been there. Done that. I know exactly how you feel. Sometimes you just need to take a break and then jump right back on the saddle again.

**HUGS**

[BobbiC]

I have been there on several occasions. How long have you been ttc for? On my recent trip to the doctor I had my hsg done and am starting clomid next cycle so I have some enthusiasm back.

I hope we all get our BFP soon!!!

[stowers2k3]

I have been there on several occasions. How long have you been ttc for? On my recent trip to the doctor I had my hsg done and am starting clomid next cycle so I have some enthusiasm back.

I hope we all get our BFP soon!!![/b]

We're on our 9th cycle now, just about to start #10

We need some BFPs on this board!

[bravojuliet]

Charity.. I know how you feel. It has been a year for us and I am losing steam for sure. I feel like one more month of BFNs is more than I can stand! I will pray for you and please pray for me!!!

[cocosmumNco]

sorry you r feeling bad hun. i got to rock bottom just before i got pg i had really given up the pg gave me hope again so i'm back up now probably to be knocked down again.
hope it happens for you soon hun
michelle

[stowers2k3]

I'm praying we all get our BFPs in the new year.
I hope that with the holidays being over it will give me a new found energy to go at this full steam again. We'll see though