[Jessesgirl04]

I've been in a real ttc slump the past few months. Dh and I have been ttc baby #4 since March of 2006. Since I have had no problem getting pregnant in the past, this has been such a long, frustrating ordeal for me. For the past few months I really haven't felt like bding or even trying anymore.

This cycle I've been trying real hard not to think about getting pregnant and just enjoy being with my DH. I have to say ttc has been pretty fun so far and we still have a long ways to go this cycle! LOL! I think i'm finally getting to that point where I'm not obsessing anymore. I don't use OPK's anymore and I don't POAS a million times a month. I guess I've just sort of accepted the fact that i'm going to have to wait for it. That doesn't mean that I don't get upset when I hear about unplanned pregnancies or get jealous when I see a*newborn or pregnant woman, but I've been handling things much better lately.

Good luck to everyone and I hope we all get those BFP's soon!!!!!!