[Gina1978]

Well,I started spotting today.My cycles are usually 54 days long,and I didnt know if I was Oing or not which is why I started charting..but the one month I chart properly,my cyles cuts way down to 38 days and I didnt O at all.
I am starting to wonder if I should carry on TTC when I dont have a chance at it at all really.My husband isnt supportive of this subject at all..he doesnt really understand and I know that If I tell him how upset I am and why,he´ll just say how silly Im being and that its no big deal..but it is.
I have been posting here since July and I just realised today that I havent been TTC to at all...after all,theres no egg to catch,so Iv just been wasting my time worrying and getting angry month after month for nothing because I didnt/dont stand a chance...I cant get any doctors to listen to me because hey "I already have 2 kids" and "Im young"...no one will help me,Im not ovulating and Im SICK and tired of this..I honestly want to stop
I am tired of looking up meds for me to take and then not being able to take them because Im scared of what they´ll do to me,and Im tired of not being able to find a doctor who will say "yes,I´ll help you! Lets get started"...I am tired!!!
I know..some will say that Im being stupid because its only been 6 months..but its been six months without standing a chance and thats way worse than knowing you O and just not catching the egg.
Why cant I do it this time around??? Whats hapened???
Im going to wallow in self pitty today and then talk to DH..I dont want to carry on with this if Im just not working,its driving me and everyone around me crazy!

[dinamommy]

To tell yo u the truth, I really don't know if I'm ovulating either since my miscarriage. I know this has been so hard for you, Gina. Look at it this way----maybe your body is finally starting to get straightened out since you had such a shorter cycle this time. I really don't know hardly anything about all this stuff. I don't even chart, but it seems like it would be a good thing that they are getting shorter. Maybe now that you had a shorter length of time inbetween, you will have a good cycle this next time. Don't give up hope. Sending you I know I wasn't much help, but I wanted to send you a ray of hope.

Hey hon I understand. I've been ttc for 2.5 years. I actually saw my GYN in Sept and begged her to do a hysterectomy on me. . . I was so low by that point. She told me NO that there was other options. So I'm going to try to make you feel better.

When you bd are you elevating your hips?? You said you don't ovulate. Have you tried doing 2 cycles of birth control and then abruptly stopping it?? This can sometimes cause your body to have a placebo ovulation is what I like to call them. (This is what I"m doing now as a last stitch effort to conceive) If your not ovulating you have to have a reason.. have they checked you for PCOS? Poly cystic ovarian syndrome? This is what I"ve discovered with dr's.. if you don't go in and demand them to do a test they won't. I would go in and request them do a Ultrasound of your ovaries, do a FULL panel blood work up and schedule you for a HSG. A gyn can order these tests and this will give you somewhat of a answer as to why your not ovulating. Good luck and if you need any advice or anything like that feel free to contact me. If I lived near you I'd go scream at the dr's for you.

[Hoosier Kitty]

Don't give up Gina sweetie!!!! Patience is a virtue. It will happen!!!

My motto..

Before you achieve, you must believe!!

[Hushaluv]

[size=3][color=#FF6666]Hey darling don't give up! Take a break for a while and just focus on your relationship with your husband. You might just be too stressed. Just enjoy the moments and maybe good things will come your way! Hang in there
Tanya