[cocosmumNco]

morning hope u r well?
just a flying visit to start chat then i will explain my intresting nite last nite later
have a good day all
michelle

[Pollyf]

Good morning Michelle, can't wait till later to hear about your nite, hope work is okay for you today and you managed to get a good sleep last night.
Day 2 of the diet, 1 slice of toast with banana, no butter or spread allowed and 1 cup of black tea, lunch today is 5 tuc crackers with cottage cheese and a black tea, dinner is 2 hot dogs, (Yuk), broccolli and carrots, then ice cream. Apparantely it is a chemical breakdown we will see. I went out on the bike again with Tierney and my friend last nite, 3.5 hrs, we think we covered 12 miles, it's just so good when the weather is nice here to get out, we don't get great weather is Scotland, so you need to make the most of it, the housework suffers, but if it rains tomorrow nite, it'll get done. 1 more day until af due, i can't believe how relaxed i am about it, definately because i know if she arrives, i go on Tuesday to the hospital for some of the tests, absolutely no symptoms of pg whatsoever. Now and again i get a feeling of niggles of cramp, but only for a few seconds, think it's all in my head.

Oh well enough of my chit chat, need to go to work, busy day today and then last nite at my soft furnishings class, i need to finish my curtains tonight.

Hope your all well, Georgia i'm keeping my fingers crossed for you, i want those points.

Pauline. xxx

Morning all. I hope everyone is doing well.

I got up this morning determined to test and realized that I have no tests left, so I may go out and buy a good one today. Or I may wait to see if AF shows tomorrow. It sure feels like she will rear her ulgy head!

I promised myself that I will NEVER read body symptoms again after a BFN in April when all the signs pointed to preggo. Now, here I am doing the same thing. Oh boy! Give me strength to make it through the next two days!!

Pauline, what is the name of the diet you are doing? I may try it if I'm not preggo this cycle. In 2 months (March-May), I gained 25 pounds. Total, I've gained more than 40 pounds from Jan-May! I know the weight gain is from bipolar meds, but I thought after stopping taking them in May, I would have dropped a significant amount of weight quickly, but have only loss about 5 pounds. Around Christmas I worn size 8/10 jeans. Now, it's like 14/16 !!! I can't believe it!!

Well, I hope everyone have a great day. I shall talk to you later. Georgia

[cocosmumNco]

hi all
pauline maybe u r relaxed cause u know u r pg but either way i'm glad u r relaxed

georgia- hope af stays away hun

well last i had really bad cramps last night i couldn't move off the sofa it felt like i was in labour i needed to go to the loo so i went and when i wiped there was egg white on which never happens to me so i had a feel of my cervix and it was open and theres was loads of cm. which is a shook cause i thought i'd missed the boat and if it wasn't for the pain. i would of never known it was like a sign. also last night i had a really strong feeling this is my month. not sure the feelings here today though. plus with us not bd for a few days the wrigglers may be strong.
anyway cya later lol
michelle

[sylph21]

Good morning Michelle, Pauline, Georgia, and all to follow.

I am so tired today...I couldn't get to sleep last night. I was still awake at 2:00 this morning when AJ came in from work. I stayed up and talked with him until about 2:30 and then went to bed. I had to get up for work at 6:30. 4 hours of sleep. I don't know if I'm going to make it through the day. AF is still here, but it seems like she's packing it up. Hopefully she will be gone soon. I'm ready to get back to my mission...

Pauline, hoping AF passes you by...maybe she'll go someplace else!!!

Georgia, hoping AF passes you by also...just give it time

Michelle, hopefully, you got it!!! I'll be crossing my fingers for you.

Lotsa luck, love, and babydust!!!

Taylor

Hey, all. I tested again today at 13 dpo (cd 27 of 28) and I got a BFN again. Not sure whether I have any reason to be hopeful except for a gut feeling. AF is due tomorrow, so maybe I will have my answer then.

[sylph21]

Aww, Georgia...sorry about your bfn!!! Don't give up until AF shows her ugly head. Keeping everything crossed for you!!!

Lotsa luck, love, and babydust!!!

Taylor

[Pollyf]

Evening Ladies,

Georgia: i'll type up the diet sheet and e-mail it to you, i don't know the name of it but it's a chemical breakdown diet, strange mix of foods though. (((hugs honey))) sorry about your bfn, but it aint over till af comes knockin on the door, i had 2 bfn's before my bfp, so keeping everything crossed for you, i'll really want those points if my cycle buddy gets a bfp.

Taylor: Glad the ob is packing her packs, i hope you get a sleep tonight, your mind must be doing over time, that's why you can't sleep, all that thinking about the mission.

Shell: That was really weird honey, lets hope the fertility stone is working.

As for me, the ugliest oldest aunt i ever saw came visiting me 1 day early, can you believe it, i knew something like that would happen, started getting cramp feeling this morning at work and kept checking when i went to the toilet, all morning there was nothing, then about 3.30pm, i wiped (sorry tmi) and there she was smiling her ugly face up at me, well that was it, i phoned the hospital straight away, now going on Tuesday morning, 9.40am for my tests, and to make a follow up appt, i intend to be on clomid for my next cycle, i can assure you girls, when she leaves me this month, she won't be coming back, i'm going to give her a one way ticket to somewhere really cold and deserted.

Feeling okay about it though, probably will hit me later but at the moment i'm not letting it get to me. Shell do i start taking the epo tonight or tomorrow?

Pauline xxxx

Pauline, I am sorry about AF. That witch!!! But you are using her for a good purpose this time. I hope you find answers and solutions Tuesday morning at the hospital. Good luck and best wishes.

[sylph21]

Aww, Pauline, sorry the OB got you. At least you are still staying positve about everything. I am hoping to get some sleep tonight too. I think part of my problem was that Kylie stayed at her maw-maw's house last night, and AJ was working evening shift and I was home all alone. I can't stand to be alone at night. I get creeped out really easy. But then again, you could be right and it could just be "The Mission" weighing on my mind. I'm really excited for this cycle because AJ is getting so involved. He's wonderful...I don't think I could ask for more in a man.

[cocosmumNco]

georgina- sorry about your bfn but its not over yet.

pauline so sorry af got u hun but glad u r think postive u can take ep when ever u like hun just stop day before ov due.

i'm actually quite scared i'm setting myself up for a fall i'm feeling very postive about this month.

[Pollyf]

Michelle,
there's no harm in feeling positive, and if you do set yourself up for a fall, which i doubt you are doing, we will be there to pick you right up.

Lots of love shell,i hope things are okay at home with you as well, i'll try get on msn tomorrow nite as some point.

Pauline.

[Blue Eyes 409]

Hi everyone. I am home from the Dr today and going to sit down with DH tonight and talk about making another baby. I hope that everyone is doing ok today.