[birdof1985]

Im not sure if im doing this right, if im not forgive me- or ignore me...lol.

The Beginning:
In 2003 i was dating a boy,taylor. i thought he was hot stuff well in Jan 2004 i got pregnant. He didnt believe i was pg, nor did his friends. i was alone. But i started bleeding and sure enough lost the baby at 7 weeks and that was Feb 2004 and on Easter we broke up. Well, then i got back together with my Now husband for awhile. Well that Summer 2004 i found myself living with my high school sweetheart-- i got pregnant with my son, Nathaniel. the father did not believe i was pregnant or that the baby was his. he was mean to me to put it nicely and had someone beat me up and i had to go to the ER. i left him. i had Placental Abruption and a Emergency c-sect on Feb 28,2005 at 36w 2d. I then got back together with my now husband and we got pregnant (planned it) Sept 2005 with Twins. i had bleeding right from the get go. Off and On, every week wed have to go to the ER. no one knew what was wrong or why i was bleeding. well then we finally found out i had placenta previa with one of the placenta and that we were slowly losing out Boy Twin. He was being absorbed by his sister so she could survive. Jan 7,2006 he passed away at 17 weeks. Our daughter was born May 22,2006 at 36w 6d. i had to have another C-Section due to failure to progress. She was a NICU baby for 10 days. Then i found out i have Uteroplacental insuffiency. My brain doesnt tell my uterus to tell the Placenta to make all the blood and nutrients its suppose to so i can not carry a baby to term and it making getting pregnant now harder. I also just found out i have a cyst on my right ovary. well in oct 2006, we got pg again and lost that baby (chemical pg) at between 5-7w. so here we are TTC and beat the odds. this will be our last baby as i will get my tubes tied. i cant deal with losing anymore children. I have 2 living children and 3 angels, thats enough for me. so thats my story. any questions- please PM me.

i also lost custody of my son to his father and so the only child i have full time is my daughter.... so if you have any questions on that topic- PM me.