[Cali*Luvin]

I cant take any more of ttc. I thought i may have gotten lucly this month as days were passing and AF wasnt here. But of course this morning the witch shows up. Has been 1 year for dha nd me to ttc and i just cant take anymore. Seems its a waste of time for us to bd around fertile times i am using opts and bding around the ? LH surge and still nothing what else is there to do no matter how we plan it just doesnt get us anymore. I just dont know what i can do any more and its so painfukl for me when i am seeing babies and pg women everwhere i am happy for them but its so hard and painful and dh thinks if it would be good for me to work part time at the childrens nursery just down the road from me. Yeah like that will help me i think NOT. He doesnt understand anything have told him how hard it is for me to see babies and toddlers arond so why say he wants to me to wrok with children. Does he want me to suffer even more ?? Well i shall go now think i have vented enough for now.

[cocosmumNco]

aww hun i'm so sorry af got u hun. i feel like this every month its annoying isn't it this ttc business. the way u get though it hun is plan what u will do this month helps u keep postive.
good luck hun hope this is your month\
michelle