I know exactly what you mean
When I joined JM,I remember that the people in TTC were talking about making it to the May DDC..Of course I was REALLY Hoping Id be lucky and get to join them,and one by one,it started to fill up...
Then it hit me yesturday that they are going to be mommys in 10 to 12 weeks time and I couldent beleive it! It really doesnt feel like Iv been trying for that long
7 months already...its depressing

I used to visit that DDC alot,but now I stay away for the most part because it reminds me of how long Iv been TTC
I didnt think it would take this long,and I certainly didnt think id have fertility problems
Vent away...Its the only thing we can do until its our turn
I hope you get your BFP soon!!