I am just so down lately because my sister is having a baby in May and it seems like everyone else around me is getting pregnant. It doesnt help that my body is totally letting me down these days. Yesterday when I came home from shopping I went to the bathroom and was bleeding badly. I have no idea what is going on. Im just so depressed but I am learning to put it all on Gods hands. I have a lot of people praying for our family. And I want everyone else to know that I pray for yall regularly aswell. I wish we could all have the families we dream of. Let go and Let God!!!!