I think I'm at peace with it all

Bug-n-Ed · #1 April 10th, 2007, 02:06 PM

I don't know, but I'm just at peace with the whole ttc thing. I'm pretty much at the point where I'm not obsessing anymore at all. I can tell when I ovulated without charting, using OPK's, or my fertility monitor. I know that my body is way messed up and that it's putting a damper on us getting pg, but despite all that I feel at peace. I think I've finally completely put it all in God's hands. When it's time for our family to have another one, he'll bless us with one. Perhaps right now isn't the right time (although I think otherwise). I'm obviously not able to see the whole picture. He knows what's best for our family and I think I've finally accepted that. It's kinda hard because I want another little one so bad and didn't want the kids to be too far apart, but maybe they are meant to be further apart than I want. I hope to someday have another one, but if not, I'll be okay. I have two wonderful little boys. I've been spending a bit more time with them instead of obsessing and it feels right.

jdecke04 · #2 April 10th, 2007, 02:23 PM

I am sure it will happen when you least expect it! Good luck hun!

diznynurse · #3 April 10th, 2007, 06:08 PM

It is hard. I'm just starting the infertility testing and today I was thinking, I'm so blessed to have my DS and my DSD. When I get the results of the tests back, what am I going to do? I know I should put it all in God's hands, but when I so badly want another baby it is hard to do that.

Keeping you in my prayers.

JellyBean · #4 April 11th, 2007, 05:15 PM

Well that's the best attitude to have. You're right - it will happen when God wants it to happen.

Good luck!

shez26 · #5 April 12th, 2007, 01:27 PM

Congrats on finding that peace....im kind of at that stage too! I'm no longer obsessing and really just dont want to concentrate on ttc anymore cos it takes up so much of my energy and thats just taking ebergy away that could be spent on my daughter and DH.

So....heres to acceptance and relaxation....wen our time is right we will know

sheryl
xx

butterflyjmb · #6 April 20th, 2007, 07:08 AM

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I am sure it will happen when you least expect it! Good luck hun![/b]

That's going to be you. I'm glad you have found peace in God's love, and maybe that is what he wants. For you to rely on him, kwim? I'm praying for you! Good luck!