Well as the heading said, Operation Knicker Watch was a complete waste of time, the ob got me this morning, i woke up with her attacking my stomach, making me feel sick and basically just being there.
I really can't believe it, i've never been late, 2 days late i was and finally i thought this might be it, although i kind of thought at the back of my mind, it would be too good to be true.
I really am so upset, i just feel numb, i had it all planned in my head, Tuesday is a really big day for Gordon, it's his birthday and he's sitting the final test to become a driving instructor, which only has a 29% pass rate first time. I thought right if she doesn't come, i'll not test until Sunday, if i get a bfp i'll tell him on his birthday even though i knew i would be bursting to tell someone.
On top of that it now means if i go back to every 28 days, she's could get me again but when i'm in florida, i arrive the friday, she will be due the Saturday, at least i will still be on holiday during ov, will definately need to make sure i bd every other day from day 7 up until day 19 i think.
Dam her why does she have to go and spoil everything.
Pauline. xxx